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Change is NOT death, FEAR of change is death

2012-01-27T01:25:00.008+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wbt,

Tetiba terkenang lalu mengimbau peristiwa lama... HAHA. Hmm, akhirnya... aku dah boleh terima hakikat. Actually, I'm glad that thing happened. Because, 'setiap benda yang berlaku, pasti ada hikmahnya...', kan? If that thing tidak jadi sekarang... mungkin akan datang, that thing akan berlaku juga atau mungkin...

'Kejadiannya' lebih teruk daripada sekarang. Wallahu a'lam. Setiap perkara, some people mungkin faham. Meanwhile, mungkin ada golongan lain pula yang tidak begitu memahaminya/tidak ingin ambil tahu. Well, kadang-kala... lebih baik kita mendiamkan diri/jangan masuk campur perkara yang kita tidak tahu, kan?

Menasihati itu mudah, tapi... perlulah berpada atau biar kena pada tempatnya. Ya, kita perlu pandang kepada isi yang disampaikan daripada orang yang menyampaikannya... tetapi, jika orang yang menyampaikan isi tersebut tidak mempraktikkan apa yang dia sampaikan... adakah si pendengar akan yakin???

Dengan apa yang didengarinya atau adakah si pendengar akan menurutinya membabi-buta?? Well3... manusia itu, sememangnya ego. Mahukan orang lain mendengar apa kata mereka, tapi tidak ingin mendengar apa yang dikatakan orang lain. Walaubagaimanapun, kita perlu menghargai orang yang menegur kita.

Kerana, itu tandanya dia sayang pada kita... Mungkin adalah lebih baik, kita belajar untuk menerima & memaafkan kesilapan orang lain... serta diri kita sendiri. Buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih. Sama-sama kita berusaha untuk menjadi seorang muslim/muslimah yang sejati dan diredhai oleh Allah SWT.

flying-note: Diriku juga EGO... :) ini semua memerlukan MASA.

Hargai... apple? Kekeke :D

2012-01-17T17:43:00.007+08:00

Selalu dengar ayat, "penyakit itu penghapus dosa." Sememangnya, kita semua tak dapat lari daripada penyakit. Bersimpati dengan nasib diri.. dan bersyukur dengan apa yang ada. Semoga segalanya akan beransur sembuh/pulih. InsyaAllah.

flying-note: HARGAI kesihatan diri.

The Girl Who Can’t Break Up, The Guy Who Can’t Leave by LeeSsang (feat. Jung-In)

2012-01-03T14:17:00.002+08:00

flying-note: Unexpected things happen in life...

Berpada-padalah... & all the best HR-ians! NGEE

2011-12-19T23:09:00.014+08:00

‎Assalamu'alaikum wbt,

Tak sangka, akhirnya... dah nak sampai penghujung semester. Frankly speaking, macam previous post... "wa cuak bhai!" HEHE. Rabu ini, I need to present and defend my HR research proposal in front of 3 panels. 3 panels tersebut terdiri daripada lecturers Department Management di sini, UNITEN KSHAS. Fuhh~

Tipu la kalau aku kata aku tak gementar, tapi... takkan la aku nak heboh pada semua orang aku cuak tahap gaban right?? Pada pandangan aku... kalau kita terlebih/syok sangat gementar, takut etc... tapi kerja tak jalan juga, and buat orang tidak senang hati melihat kita... tak ada guna gementar lebih-lebih.

Baik duduk diam-diam, bertafakur daripada drag orang lain ke lembah over-stress itu. Betulkan? Bukanlah maksud aku tidak boleh kongsi perasaan cuak etc, tapi... berpada-padalah :) Sometimes, it's weird... bila kita senang hati, orang tidak puas hati. Bila kita susah hati pun, orang lagilah bertambah tidak puas hati. HAHA.

Nak buat macam mana, itulah "human being"... :) Ada satu pepatah daripada bekas menteri India, if I'm not mistaken... "Your mind is your great friend when you control it. But your mind is your dangerous enemy when you don't control it". So, pandai-pandailah kita CONTROL mind yang amatlah luar biasa ini.

Lastly, jom muhasabah diri dengan article daripada iLuvislam ini and please wish me and all UNITEN HR-ians all the best for our HR research proposal defend session and final exam (30/12/2011-05/01/2012). Semoga Allah mempermudahkan segalanya and not to forget, think twice, act wise yaww~ (^^)v Take care.

flying-note: All the best guys! ILY all <3 May Allah bless...

Preventing General Low Back Pain

2011-12-12T20:51:00.013+08:00

Steps you can take to prevent back pain include the following:

Wear comfortable, low-heeled shoes.
Consider having your gait evaluated and corrected, if appropriate, with fitted shoe inserts (orthotics).
Make sure your work surface is at a comfortable height for you.
Use a chair with good lower back support that may recline slightly.
If you must sit for long periods, rest your feet on the floor or on a low stool, whichever is more comfortable.
If you must stand for long periods, rest one foot on a low stool.
If you must drive long distances, use a pillow or a rolled-up towel behind the small of your back. Also, be sure to stop often and walk around for a few minutes.
If you have trouble sleeping, sleep on your back with a pillow under your knees or sleep on your side with your knees bent and a pillow between your knees. (Source: http://www.realage.com)

flying-note: The first wealth is health - Ralph Wardo Emerson.

Luhur Maal Hijrah at UNITEN KSHAS

2011-11-26T15:59:00.005+08:00

flying-note: Salam Maal Hijrah 1433H. Semua dijemput hadir... :)

2PM Hands Up Asia Tour in Malaysia 2011

2011-11-24T10:10:00.015+08:00

flying-note: I want to be there! Oneesan dapat pergi. JEALOUS~

A Letter to Myself...

2011-11-17T22:33:00.033+08:00

flying-note: In short, be yourself... :)

The Big Bad Wolf Book Fair Sales

2011-10-12T21:05:00.005+08:00

One of the biggest book fair sales in Malaysia.. The Big Bad Wolf book fair has about 1.5 million of books at 75% – 95%. It’s the biggest, cheapest big bad wolf sales yet and everyone is invited to join the event. It's all about bargain.. :)

flying-note: I wanna go there with Fauziah Abdullah... T.T

Suddenly, unexpected thing happen..

2011-10-09T15:05:00.006+08:00

Something happened, and that was enough to make me shocked. Did not expect such things will happen.. in my life. Indeed, I pray that everything will back to normal. May Allah give us strength. Ameen~ InshaAllah. ILY all <3 Take care.

flying-note: Let's praying for the best.. :)

Let's change our habits.. :)

2011-10-02T23:00:00.003+08:00

flying-note: I'm lovin' it... SubhanAllah <3

28/10 Birthday Wishlist~

2011-10-02T02:08:00.009+08:00

Shawl cotton/pashmina (bright colors)

White gold ring/silver jewelry

Handbags/purse

Sunglasses

Perfume (clean perfumes)

Cardigan (black/white)

Pet (cat/sugar glider) Hehehe

iPod touch

Slim digital camera

Books/cookbooks? Hohoho

flying-note: Can I have air tickets... to Paris?? NGEE :P

Yunalis~ HAHA :D

2011-09-25T13:47:00.008+08:00

flying-note: 'she' has become more and more feminine... Hehe

Wow!! 3rd year, 2nd semester..

2011-09-25T12:41:00.011+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wbt & Hi,

Pejam celik pejam celik, tak sangka.. aku dah berada di tahun akhir pengajian di UNITEN, Muadzam Shah ini. Wow!! Unbelievable.. Hoho. Ada bermacam jenis perasaan tiba-tiba bila masuk semester ini. Sometimes, rasa macam best. Tapi.. ada juga yang kureng best. Yang pertamanya, rasa cuak. Ya, amat CUAK. AMAT~

Cuak bila berada di final year, tambahan pula dengan CGPA aku yang bagi aku.. hanyalah dalam keadaan so-so sahaja. Huhu. So.. perlu pulun sehabis-habisnya baki 2 semester ini. InshaAllah, boleh :) Seterusnya, rasa amat gementar/risau. Why 3x..???? Sebab.. dah tahun akhir. Hehehe. Senior katakan.. Haha! *POYO*

Sesungguhnya, aku dah hampir melangkah ke dunia pekerjaan. "Industri", bak kata lecturers. Risau?? Ya, amat RISAU. Bila di tahun pengajian, just belajar apa yang perlu dipraktikkan. Tapi bila di industri nanti, perlu apply semua itu setiap masa. Fuhh~ cobaan. Belum tentu semua keadaan ala-ala case studies. Kui3 :P

Tambahan pula, aku ini merupakan produk BBA in HR, UNITEN. Kekeke. Amatlah selalu PERLU deal with manusia yang bermacam jenis ragam pada masa akan datang. Ada orang kata, deal with manusia senang. Tapi.. bagi aku, deal with mesin lagi senang. Ngehehe. Mesin rosak, boleh dibaiki SERTA-MERTA. Manusia??

Last but not least, ada juga terdetik rasa bahagia. Tapi tak adalah bahagia sangat.. Aku hanya boleh rasa bahagia lebih-lebih bila dah tamat pengajian nanti, dengan result yang membanggakan berserta mendapat tawaran kerja yang setimpal/seiring dengan aku nanti. Yang paling penting, bayar PTPTN dulu. HEE.

Hopefully.. sangat 23x, aku akan dapat apa yang aku impikan. Nak sangat 23x balas jasa ibubapa, keluarga, lecturers and rakan-rakan yang bertungkus-lumus bagi sokongan dan dorongan kepada diri yang tidak seberapa ini. Sekian, let's pray for the best :) To beloved friends, hwaiting naa~!!! Have a great day (^^)v

flying-note: Result? Alhamdulillah, terima kasih semua :) 1433

Seperti SyurgaMu by Pop Shuvit (feat. Man Bai)

2011-09-24T22:59:00.000+08:00

flying-note: latest favourite song..

Jangan Menyerah by D'masiv

2011-09-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

flying-note: Jangan menyerah~ Let's hwaiting! ;)

Beautiful Recitation.. (must see)

2011-08-16T21:41:00.004+08:00

flying-note: This boy has a very soothing voice.. :')

Tagged by Balqis Aerolla

2011-08-12T15:26:00.012+08:00

1. Your boy side

[x] you love hoodies.

[x] you love jeans.

[ ] dogs are better than cats.

[ ] it’s hilarious when people get hurt.

[ ] shopping is torture.

[ ] sad movies suck.

[ ] you own a car racing game.

[ ] you played with hot wheels cars as a kid.

[ ] at some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.

[ ] you owned a ds, ps2, n64, or sega.

[x] you used to be obsessed with power rangers.

[x] you have watched sports on tv.

[ ] gory movies are cool.

[ ] you go to your dad for advice.

[ ] you own like a trillion baseball caps.

[ ] you used to collect hockey cards.

[x] baggy sweats are cool to wear.

[ ] it’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.

[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.

[x] you love to go crazy and not care what people think.

[x] sports are fun.

[ ] you talk with food in your mouth.

[ ] you sleep with your socks on at night.

[x] you have fished at least once.

2. Your girl side

[x] you love to shop.

[x] you wear eyeliner.

[x] you wear the color pink.

[x] you go to your mom to talk.

[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport.

[ ] you hate wearing the color black.

[x] you like going to the mall.

[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures.

[ ] you like wearing jewelry.

[ ] you cried watching the notebook.

[ ] dresses are a big part of your wardrobe.

[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.

[x] you don’t like the movie star wars.

[ ] you are/were in gymnastics.

[ ] it takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.

[x] you smile a lot more than you should.

[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes.

[x] you care about what you look like.

[ ] you like wearing dresses when you can.

[ ] you like wearing high heel shoes.

[ ] you used to play with dolls as little kid.

[ ] you like putting make-up on others.

[ ] you like being the star of everything.

[ ] pink is one of your favorite colors.

3. Appearance

[x] i am shorter than 5′5″.

[x] i have many scars.

[x] i tan/burn easily.

[ ] i wish my hair was a different color.

[ ] i have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.

[ ] i have a tattoo.

[x] i am self-conscious about my appearance.

[ ] i’ve had/have braces.

[x] i’ve been told i’m attractive by a complete stranger.

[ ] i have more than two piercings.

[ ] i have/had piercings in places besides my ears.

4. Experiences

[x] i’ve gotten lost in my city.

[ ] i’ve seen a shooting star.

[ ] i’ve wished on a shooting star.

[ ] i’ve seen a meteor shower.

[x] i’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.

[x] i’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

[x] i’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.

[ ] i’ve been to a casino.

[ ] i’ve been skydiving.

[ ] i’ve gone skinny-dipping.

[ ] i’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

[ ] i’ve crashed a car.

[ ] i’ve been skiing.

[x] i’ve been in a musical.

[ ] i’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.

[ ] i’ve seen the northern lights.

[ ] i’ve sat on a rooftop at night.

[x] i’ve played a prank on someone.

[x] i’ve ridden in a taxi.

[ ] i’ve seen the rocky horror picture show.

[x] i’ve eaten sushi.

[ ] i’ve been snowboarding.

5. Relationships

[x] i’m single.

[ ] i’m in a relationship.

[ ] i’m engaged.

[ ] i’m married.

[x] i miss someone right now.

[ ] i’ve gotten divorced.

[ ] i’ve told someone i loved them when i didn’t.

[ ] i’ve told someone i didn’t love them when i did.

6. Honesty/crime

[x] i’ve done something i promised someone else i wouldn’t.

[x] i’ve done something i promised myself i wouldn’t.

[ ] i’ve snuck out

[x] i’ve lied to my parents about where i am.

[x] i’ve cheated while playing a game.

[x] i’ve ran a red light.

[ ] i’ve witnessed a crime.

[ ] i’ve been in a fist fight.

[ ] i’ve been arrested.

7. Death and Suicide

[ ] i’m afraid of dying.

[ ] i hate funerals.

[x] i’ve seen someone/something dying.

[ ] someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.

[ ] i’ve planned my own suicide before.

[ ] i’ve written a eulogy for myself.

8. Random

[x] i can sing well.

[ ] stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.

[ ] i open up to others easily.

[x] i watch the news.

[ ] i don’t kill bugs.

[x] i sing in the shower.

[ ] i am a morning person.

[ ] i paid for a cell phone ring tone.

[ ] i am a sports fanatic.

[ ] i twirl my hair.

[x] i care about grammar.

[ ] i have “?”’s in my screen name.

[x] i’ve copied more than 30 cd’s in a day.

[ ] i bake well.

[x] my fav. color is either white/yellow/pink/red/blue/black/purple/orange.

[ ] i would wear pajamas to school.

[x] i like martha stewart.

[x] i know how to shoot a gun.

[x] i laugh at my own jokes.

[x] i eat fast food weekly.

[ ] i’ve not turned anything in and still got an a in a certain class.

[x] i can’t sleep if there is a spider/cockroach in the room.

[ ] i am really ticklish.

[ ] i love white chocolate.

[ ] i bite my nails.

[ ] i’m good at remembering faces.

[ ] i’m good at remembering names.

[ ] i’m good at remembering dates.

[ ] i honestly have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] all my answers were totally honest.

flying-note: I wanna tag Kak Nina, Kak Faezah, Kak Biha, Fauziah & Shatila :)

Reddish Twin 12" Plush.. NGEE~

2011-08-10T22:12:00.014+08:00

Pada 6hb Ogos lepas, merupakan hari lahir Balqis Aqilah bt. Badiuzaman. Hoho. Belum berpeluang lagi untuk sambut bersama famili, memandangkan diriku yang comeyl ini masih berada di Muadzam. Maka, online purchased hadiah Aqilah di Memory Lane Online (Reddish Twin 12" Plush). Semoga selamat tiba di BTHO.. <3

p/s: Sebenarnya.. dia nak buku origami for hadiah birthday. Hehehe ;)

No one will ever know..

2011-08-10T00:45:00.007+08:00

Never underestimate the pain of a person because the truth is everyone is struggling. It's just some people hide it better than others. Just because his/her eyes don't tear doesn't mean his/her heart doesn't cry. And just because he/she comes off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong. 감사합니다 :)

flying-note: I guess.. so many emotions I choose not to show -.-'

1 settled, 3 more to go..! :D

2011-07-25T23:42:00.007+08:00

At last, the RnS (Recruitment & Selection) research report has finally settled. Alhamdulillah, I am so glad and feeling so much better than the last few days. Special thanks to my beloved group members, Ahmad Zhafran, Fauziah, Siti Nur Shatila and Wan Zahirah. Guys, let's pray for the best..! Ameen.

However, there are still other assignments waiting for me~ (CCM, MS & OT) Need to be completed and submitted it before the final examination week. Three more weeks left before the final examination, 15/8 and not to forget, one more week left before Ramadhan. Hehe. May Allah bless. Hwaiting!

flying-note: Next, dating with CCM (Cross-cultural Management) coursework :)

The Top 10 Stressful Jobs

2011-06-29T10:27:00.006+08:00

Top ten stressful professions

IT
Medicine/Caring Profession
Engineering
Sales and Marketing
Education
Finance
Human Resources
Operations
Production
Clerical

Top ten work stresses

Workload
Feeling undervalued
Deadlines
Type of work people have to do
Having to take on other people’s work
Lack of job satisfaction
Lack of control over the working day
Having to work long hours
Frustration with the working environment
Targets

Top ten colleague irritations

Seeing others not pulling their weight
Managers changing their minds about what they want doing
Lack of support from managers
Pressure from managers
Feeling put-upon by managers
Interruptions by colleagues
Interruptions by managers
Bullying behaviour by managers
Lack of support from colleagues
Bullying behaviour by colleagues

flying-note: I'm interested in IT and HR.. Hwaiting! :D (source)

Senarai Universiti Terbaik di Malaysia (2011)

2011-06-28T22:21:00.007+08:00

Universiti Sains Malaysia
Universiti Teknologi Malaysia
Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia
Universiti Putra Malaysia
University of Malaya
Universiti Malaysia Perlis
Multimedia University
Universiti Teknologi Mara
Universiti Malaysia Pahang
International Islamic University of Malaysia
Universiti Utara Malaysia
Universiti Tun Hussein Onn Malaysia
Universiti Tenaga Nasional
Universiti Malaysia Sabah
Open University Malaysia
University of Nottingham Malaysia
Universiti Teknologi Petronas
Universiti Sains Islam Malaysia
Universiti Pendidikan Sultan Idris
Taylor’s University College

Info: The ranking main factors are size, visibility, research papers and scholars.

flying-note: proud to be a UNITENian.. Hehe (source)

Teguran Itu Penting Dalam Kehidupan..

2011-06-27T07:09:00.005+08:00

"Orang yang dapat menegur orang lain adalah orang yang sedia menerima teguran orang lain."

Ayat diatas adalah antara kata-kata cerdik pandai mengenai orang yang menegur dan ditegur. Teguran boleh berlaku di mana-mana, berlaku di dalam pemerintahan kerajaan, di dalam syarikat-syarikat, di dalam persatuan-persatuan, di sekolah.

Dalam rumahtangga juga berlaku, bapa menegur anak, isteri ditegur suami, dan lain-lain. Makna katanya teguran itu berlaku di mana-mana sahaja.

Membina dan Meroboh

Teguran boleh dibahagi kepada dua secara asasnya, teguran yang membina dan yang statik dan jumud. Manusia keseluruhannya mengharapkan teguran yang membina bukan yang statik. Tetapi tidak kurang juga yang tidak langsung suka ditegur.

Sifat manusia yang diketahui ialah, hanya bersedia ditegur apabila dia yang memerlukan teguran tersebut. Contohnya, Si A pergi ke Si B dan ingin meminta teguran atau nasihat, ketika itu apa sahaja yang dikatakan oleh Si B akan di dengari dengan berlapang dada.

Lain pula sekiranya seseorang yang tidak memerlukan teguran, tiba-tiba ditegur. Hanya setengah orang yang berjiwa besar sahaja yang boleh menerima teguran spontan tersebut, Manakala yang berjiwa kecil, akan terasa dan terus terseksa hati.

Orang yang Menegur

Manusia memang tidak pernah lari daripada melakukan kesalahan, yang berbeza hanya banyak dan sedikit. Tetapi biarlah orang yang cuba menegur tersebut adalah orang yang minimum kesalahannya.

Jangan jadi seperti ketam yang mengajar anaknya berjalan lurus. Sesuatu yang agak pelik apabila penagih dadah tegar mengajar atau menegur orang lain pergi ke masjid, walhal mereka sendiri masih terkontang kanting ditepi longkang dalam kotak.

Sebab itu kalau kita suka menegur, kita mesti pastikan teguran itu di tuju ke arah kita terlebih dahulu, kemudian baru ke orang lain.

Orang yang Ditegur

Teguran itu kebiasaannya bersifat membina, kerana apa yang tidak kita sedar kadang-kadang orang lain sudah sedar terlebih dahulu, persepsi kita lain, persepsi orang, lain. Sebab itu apabila ditegur, jangan terlalu cepat melenting dan menolak teguran tersebut.

Kalau begitu, anda adalah orang paling rugi, kerana anda berpeluang membina diri anda tetapi awal-awal lagi anda sudah merobohkannya.

Kata Hukama, "Orang biasa akan marah apabila dikritik oleh orang lain, manakala orang yang mulia ialah mereka yang memperbaiki diri daripada kritikan orang lain. Seharusnya beginilah resam kehidupan kita".

Manusia memerlukan 'cermin' bagi bagi meneliti diri. Orang disekeliling adalah cermin bagi kita. Cuba bayangkan anda bercukur misai tanpa bercermin. Bukankah susah?

Ingat..

Setiap orang yang menegur pasti sedia juga ditegur. Ramai yang tidak mampu lakukan ini. Hanya suka menegur tetapi tidak pula suka ditegur. Sebab itu penting apabila menegur isyaratkan terlebih dahulu, teguran itu adalah terlebih dahulu untuk diri sendiri.

Ingat! Apabila anda menuding jari terhadap kesilapan orang lain, sebenarnya 3 jari anda telah menuding kepada diri anda sendiri. Itu adatnya.

Source: www.iluvislam.com (link)

Traumatized.. (>.<)' HAHA

2011-06-24T12:50:00.014+08:00

For the first time ever.. got traumatized by OBT. HAHA. It's enough to make me frustrated for awhile. I'll keep my finger crossed and hope that miracle happens. HEE :) Hope that my lecturer is in a good mood while marking our papers and she'll spare us and accept some of our "weird" answers. May Allah bless~ Ameen.

flying-note: thanks Naruto for cooling me down.. Ngehehe :D

RAWR~!! & ... Sorry (^^)v

2011-06-23T12:26:00.007+08:00

flying-note: need to focus on the present and stop trying to predict what may happen next..

It Ends Tonight by The All-American Rejects

2011-06-23T03:17:00.002+08:00

flying-note: misz balqis in karaoke mode~ Hehe

(Pockie Ninja) Chapter II: Revenge of Aizen

2011-06-23T03:16:00.000+08:00

Free online game, showdown between Naruto & Bleach. Click here to play :)

flying-note: "Don't give up.. until the end." -Kushine Uzumaki

Segenggam Tabah by In-team

2011-06-23T02:59:00.001+08:00

flying-note: this song means a lot to me.. :)

Muhasabah Cinta by edCoustic

2011-06-23T02:10:00.002+08:00

flying-note: tetiba teringin nak tengok semula filem Ayat-ayat Cinta & Syukur 21..

Hypothesis: Crush to Like..?

2011-06-19T13:21:00.006+08:00

Hypothesis: If you tell people on who's is your CRUSH, people will tend to say the name repeatedly when they are with you, always matching up you and your CRUSH.. Eg; group project and end up, cause your feeling to change, from CRUSH to LIKE. Accepted or not? -Azrul Azwar Samsuddin

flying-note: it's kinda true.. isn't it? Haha :D

Which one are you? :)

2011-06-19T10:00:00.000+08:00

Which one are you? Which one are you in future? Let's try our best.. shall we? May Allah bless. Ameen~ Hwaiting! :D Have a great weekend <3

flying-note: credit goes to Wardatul Izzah

Ununderstandable Girls :) cute

2011-06-11T17:41:00.010+08:00

Have you ever heard about this? "Girls are meant to be loved, not to be understood." Ya. Well, agak-agak korang kenapa ya? Maybe sebab diorang adalah cute-ununderstandable-creature ever? Haha :D

flying-note: credit goes to TheOtherKhairul and SayaDoodle

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star (^^)v

2011-06-11T15:56:00.001+08:00

flying-note: this is the BEST song ever~ Hehe

Slot Lestary TV3 - Drama Asmara 2 (OST)

2011-06-11T15:55:00.007+08:00

flying-note: amat sesuai dijadikan lagu untuk tidur~ Hohoho

Slot Lestary TV3 - Drama Asmara 2

2011-06-11T04:48:00.025+08:00

Sekian lama tidak mengupdate blog.. Hehe :P Finally, tamat sudah drama slot Lestary TV3 - Asmara 2. Bagi aku, frankly speaking.. aku AMAT puas hati dengan ending drama ini. AMAT okay. Hehe. Mungkin bagi sesetengah orang, ending drama ini macam tidak best. Yalah, sebab lead actor & actress drama tidak bersama akhirnya.

Tapi bagi aku.. better ending macam itu. Biar semua watak dalam drama ini puas hati, 'bahagia'. Tidaklah cliche sangat and well.. agak ada 'realiti kehidupan' di situ. Which means pengajaran/konklusinya drama ini, what goes around comes around and kalau tiada jodoh/rezeki untuk bersama.. perlu terima seadanya. Redha~

Kalau aku beritahu kengkawan, aku fully-tonton drama Asmara 2.. mungkin ada yang tidak percaya. Kekeke :D Tapi sememangnya, tidaklah fully-tonton pun.. ada dalam 93.5%?? Hee. Bab-bab movie/drama ini.. aku memang kategori agak 'lambat' sikit a.k.a tidak berapa layan sangat lol~ Hehehe *layan lagu/OST je lebih* Kui3 ;)

Sekarang sedang hangat drama Nora Elena (TV3), sampai kakngah dah siap minta aku tolong belikan novel 'Kasih Yang Suci' karya Meen Zulaikha. Drama ini diadaptasikan daripada novel itu. (p/s: Kakngah.. nanti kakyong belikan novel, post Running Man & bayar Broadband. Sorry lambat sayangs) :) *mode: gediks* Eeiuww~ Hahaha.

Nanti ada mood nak tengok drama, baru aku layan Nora Elena. Sekarang bila-bila kita boleh access tonton drama Nora Elena di internet, Generation Ys.. layan IT@internet lebih daripada TV. Hohoho. Lately, makin sensitif and sometimes.. terlampau heartless. Bila nak insaf 'balqis comeyl' ooi~ Ngehehe (^^)v Daa~ Take care.

flying-note: jatuh cinta with ADA Band's songs.. ehee~

Anda matang bila..

2011-05-01T19:16:00.044+08:00

Anda dapat bertenang dan bersabar seandainya hajat anda tidak tercapai. Anda tidak merasa iri hati bila melihat orang lain dipuji dan disanjung. Anda mampu menyembunyikan perasaan anda yang luka dan tersinggung oleh seseorang dalam kumpulan dan berlaku sebagai biasa.

Anda dapat menghadapi kebencian orang yang anda benar-benar merasa tidak sewajar dengan mereka. Anda mampu menguasai nafsu gelojoh walaupun anda ingin mendapat perkara yang anda fikir boleh dapat. Anda dapat menahan rasa sakit hati dan malu seandainya anda tidak dapat hidup setaraf dengan rakan sejawat anda yang lain.

Anda terus berlaku adil dan saksama walaupun suasana sekeliling menghalang maksud anda. Anda dapat menerima kritik atau salah faham orang tanpa memperbesar-besarkannya. Anda memandang jauh kedepan, umpamanya dengan sabar menangung kesusahan demi kepentingan masa depan, tanpa merasa resah, bimbang dan ragu.

Anda mengaku dengan jujur tidak tahu bila anda betul-betul tidak tahu, tanpa merasa malu. Anda boleh berlaku wajar dan saksama terhadap orang-orang yang tidak anda sukai. Anda menghadapi orang-orang tua atau orang-orang yang lebih berpengaruh tanpa sentiasa berusaha untuk menimbulkan kesan-kesan negatif.

Anda akan cuba melakukan sesuatu dengan sederhana bukannya berlebih-lebihan untuk menunjukkan bahawa anda dapat melakukannya dengan lebih sempurna. Anda berbahagia bersendirian dengan mempunyai satu kegemaran atau hobi yang benar-benar anda minati.

Anda dapat mendahulukan kepentingan orang lain walaupun anda tidak merasa senang kerananya. Anda dapat mengujudkan rasa kasih-sayang, cinta atau boleh bersahabat tanpa mendapat tempat yang utama dalam hidup mereka. Sekiranya anda lelaki, anda dapat bekerjasama atau bersahabat dengan wanita tanpa berfikir bahawa anda adalah lelaki yang jadi idaman setiap wanita.

Sekiranya anda wanita, anda dapat bekerjasama atau bersahabat dengan orang lelaki secara jujur. Anda memberi persetujuan kepada pendapat-pendapat yang anda tidak setujui dalam perdebatan tanpa merasa sakit hati atau tidak senang. (source: www.iluvislam.com)

flying-note: sedang berusaha mematangkan diri.. Hwaiting!

The Lazy Song by Bruno Mars

2011-04-18T15:47:00.004+08:00

flying-note: this MV is simple yet creative & entertaining.. I like~

Prettiest Friend by Jason Mraz

2011-04-17T17:26:00.011+08:00

flying-note: fall in love with Jason Mraz~ wink ;)

Full of surprises~ Hoho :D

2011-04-16T13:04:00.028+08:00

Hehe. Sekarang.. aku tidak tahu nak buat reaksi macam mana sekarang, I'm speechless :) Semalam.. hari yang penuh dengan kejutan. Dari pagi sampai la ke tengah malam. Kekeke. Pagi semalam, tengok result exams. Result OK, meningkat.. tapi tidak sampai target~

Maka, a little bit sad la juga especially terhadap abah. Sob2 :'( Next semester, I'll try much 23x harder + smarter. InshaAllah. May Allah grant all my wishes! :) Ameen. And then, malam semalam dapat dua berita. 1st, proposal jualan PPI untuk Intake May diluluskan.

Alhamdulillah. Berasa amat 23x glad lol~ Hee :) And then, satu lagi berita mungkin 'agak biasa' bagi pendengaran aku dan orang lain. As for me.. if that is the best, so let it be :) Ada sesetengah orang macam tidak percaya bila aku kata aku OK, tapi ada juga yang percaya.

Well.. korang tahu kawan korang ini macam manakan? Haha! InshaAllah, sentiasa cool and positif~ Wink! ;) Let bygones be bygones. Shall we? Hehe. Kejutan paling gempak semalam, apabila aku dah nak masuk tidur.. Abah masuk bilik sambil bawa beg kertas.

And guess what?? I've got two new watches. Wow!! Unbelievable right?? Jenama G-Shock and Solvil et Titus. Thanks a lot abah! Terharu sangat 23x :') Sungguh! Tapi macam biasa la, muka.. still maintain. Actually aku pun tidak tahu nak express feeling itu macam mana.

After that, aku terus kongsi kegembiraan aku with mama and adik-adik. Aku tidak mahu diorang salah faham. Aku pada mulanya terfikir juga kenapa dua, bukan satu? Sampai serba-salah nak terima pemberian itu. Tapi selepas abah terangkan and borak-borak etc..

Akhirnya, aku faham. Tapi cerita itu.. biarlah aku, famili dan kengkawan saja yang tahu. Ngehehe :D Rasa bersyukur sangat 23x :) Moral of the story, lepas ini.. aku rasa aku kena belajar jadi orang yang berperasaan sikit la. Haha! Thanks a bunch to all~ Take care.

flying-note: ada tugas berat menanti aku next week.. Fuhh~

Ouh no, only 3 weeks left..?!

2011-04-12T21:59:00.014+08:00

Zzang2! Hola~ Ada baki lagi 3 weeks waktu bercuti. Hoho. Cepatnya masa berlalu~ Huhu. 1st week cuti, Boleh tahanlah.. Sekarang jadi suri rumah tidak rasmi, ganti mama. Hehe. Hantar adik-adik pergi balik sekolah, tuisyen, kemas rumah, keluar masuk bank etc..

Last weekend ikuti rombongan UNITEN (Bahagian Penginapan) ke UTP. Have had a lots of fun with lovey-dovey housemates.. (lele, joja, milo). Yalah, sebab kitaorang anggap kitaorang pergi bercuti sesama kitaorang. Pergi sana pun sebab nak penuhkan bas. Kui3.

OK jugalah berjalan dari KL >UTP >Telur Batik >Jeti Lumut >UTP >Cameron Highland >KL.. tapi bagi aku and housemates, tahap seronok itu biasa sahaja. Mungkin sebab kitaorang berasal dari Perak, so tiada excited sangat lawat tempat-tempat macam itu.

Macam biasalah, dah alang-alang singgah Cameron Highland.. bawa pulang strawberi, souvenirs untuk family dan juga.. ada beli dua baby cactus~ Hee. Comeyl..! (^^)v Cepatlah membesar ya cactus! Hee ;)

Berita paling best, inshaAllah bulan Jun/July ini.. dapat adik baru. Yeay! May Allah bless :) Tadi tanya Sofia, nak adik perempuan ke lelaki.. dia prefer lelaki. Tapi Luqman and Amirul pula, nak adik perempuan. Kekeke. Kita tunggu jela nanti ya adik-adik.

Kepada Cik Afifah, all de best exams!! Fokus2. Nak jalan-jalan, McFlurry etc.. tunggulah bila balik KL nanti. Kepada En. Shafiq and En. Syakir, good luck test memandu~ Hwaiting! Hopefully baki cuti 3 weeks ini, semoga segalanya berjalan lancar dan baik. Ameen.

flying-note: Latest background music.. <3 Tonight by Big Bang! :D

それは私の悪い.. -.-

2011-03-30T23:48:00.007+08:00

I've tried my best. but it seems I'm still not good enough .. especially for them. And they think I haven't really tried my best. Am I already failed to fully their hopes and expectations...? The way they are saying, just like I'm the ones who prevent the hopes and expectations from being realized. Haha. I guess, it's my bad.. sorry~

flying-note: 私は十分に肯定的ではない..ため息をつく

Finally.. It's ENDED~

2011-03-30T13:22:00.010+08:00

Finally, final examination telah pun berakhir. Hoyehh..!! Sesungguhnya, aku berasa amat lega sekarang. Speechless~ Wahaha :D However, tidak semua kertas peperiksaan berakhir dengan gembira dan bahagia. Sob2~ Tidak best 2x. Haih.. Sedih.

Sehinggakan aku siap ada carta subjek.. dari yang mana paling aku rasa tidak best hinggalah yang boleh tahan best. Haha! Isk2. Not good 2x -.-' dan aku punya bad habit, di mana aku akan mengira dan estimate markah kertas peperiksaan aku.. Lalala~

Dan malangnya.. ia telah memberikan keputusan yang tidak baik. Amat-amat tidak baik.. dislike 2x T.T Sehinggakan housemate aku (sebab dia rimas tengok aku kusyuk fikir pasal itu.. Hoho) dah tegur, "jangan kira markah and CGPA itu..". Tapi.. nak buat macam manakan~ Hehe.

Lalu, seorang lagi housemate tolong aku memberikan jawapan, "biarlah, itu cara dia kurangkan stress.." Haha! Kalian (lele, joja, & milo).. terima kasih banyak-banyak kepada kerana mengambil berat and memahami aku.. Terharu pula~ Kekeke (mode: gediks) :P Haha!

Selain bertawakal dan berdoa.. Itu merupakan salah satu cara aku untuk mengurangkan tekanan a.k.a stress, terutamanya bila related dengan result CGPA. Fuhh~ So then, aku boleh bersedia dengan segala kemungkinan apa yang akan terjadi. *mungkin la* Hee.

Subject list aku, dari yang mana paling aku rasa tidak best hinggalah yang boleh tahan best.. Human Resource Management >Research Methods >Management Information System >International Business and last but not least, Macroeconomic. Ouh tidak.. Haih >.<

So sekarang, just tunggu result keluar. Tawakal + redha~ Semoga Allah memberkati kita semua, untuk mendapatkan keputusan yang cemerlang, sama ada di duniawi mahupun ukhrawi. Hoho. Jumpa kalian pada semester akan datang. Happy holidays! Take care :)

flying-note: feeling depressed.. this is so not me~ Haha

1, 2, 3, 4 by Plain White T's

2011-03-28T21:51:00.004+08:00

flying-note: quelqu'un a dédié cette chanson pour moi. Je vous remercie :)

QEA Personality Test :)

2011-03-10T00:00:00.021+08:00

Di malam hari ketika sedang sibuk menyiapkan assignment, *yang begitu banyak* datang kengantukan yang tidak terhingga. Lalu.. layan quiz personality test, untuk hilangkan kebosanan. Hehehe. Boleh tahan la juga, agak accurate prediction test ini. Best2x :)

Result: You are a warm person who is affectionate and emotional. You are a thorough and careful thinker. You like to experiment with new ideas. You have a strong emotional drive.

You are confident and able to take charge. You do things according to your own rules. You are a great communicator and have a complex emotional pattern.

The Four Personalities Quiz result: Craftsman Personality Type

Craftsman are amusing and entertaining people, they are quite optimistic but realistic about their outlook on things. Craftsman live in reality, they tend to be able to leave the past behind them while they create their own future.

They do not conform to conventional ideas if they can help it they prefer to have their own ideas and be spontaneous. Craftsman are quite playful spouses. They are good at finding balance and can make good leaders because of their intervention skills.

They trust their impulses more than intuition. They enjoy stimulating environments and they dream of mastering skills and conquering competition. (QEA; Quick - Easy - Accurate)

flying-note: the things that need to be changed, can be changed.. by efforts~

Why Naps Make You Smarter

2011-03-09T21:31:00.005+08:00

A good night's sleep is crucial to storing knowledge learned earlier in the day - that much was known. Now, a new study finds that getting shut-eye before you learn is important, too.

Volunteers who took a 100-minute nap before launching into an evening memorization task scored an average of 20 percentage points higher on the memory test compared with people who did the memorization without snoozing first.

"It really seems to be the first evidence that we're aware of that indicates a proactive benefit of sleep," study co-author Matthew Walker, a professor of psychology and neuroscience at the University of California, Berkeley, told LiveScience.

"It's not simply enough to sleep after learning," Walker said. "It turns out you also need to sleep before learning."

Refreshing naps

Earlier research has found that dreams boost learning, with one study suggesting a 90-minute nap may help lock in long-term memories.

But Walker's research, published this week in the journal Current Biology, finds that another phase of sleep, called nonrapid eye movement (NREM) is most closely linked to the learning boost provided by a nap.

Walker and his colleagues recruited 44 volunteers - 27 women and 17 men - to come to the sleep lab at noon.

First, the volunteers were given a task in which they had to memorize 100 names and faces. Then they were tested for how well they recalled the face-name matches.

Next, the researchers tucked half of the volunteers in for a nap between 2 p.m. and 3:40 p.m. The scientists measured the napping volunteers' brain waves as they slept. The other group of participants stayed awake and did daily activities as they normally would.

At 6 p.m., both groups memorized another set of 100 faces and names and were tested on their memory. (The experiment was set up so nappers had more than an hour to shake off any remaining fuzziness before the test, Walker said.)

The first major finding, Walker said, was that learning ability degrades as the day wears on.

Volunteers who didn't nap did about 12 percent worse on the evening test than they did on the morning test. (Walker presented preliminary findings of this effect at a conference in February 2010.)

But shut-eye not only reversed those effects, it provided a memory boost: Napping test-takers did about 10 percent better on the evening test than they did on the morning test.

In all, the difference in scores between nappers and non-nappers was about 20 percent, Walker said.

Secondly, the brain-wave monitoring turned up a likely culprit for the memory upgrade: a short, synchronized burst of electrical activity called a sleep spindle. These sleep spindles last about one second and can occur 1,000 times per night during NREM sleep.

People who had more of these spindles, especially people who had more over a frontal area of the brain called the prefrontal cortex, showed the most refreshment in learning capacity after their nap, Walker said.

Uploading memories

Walker and his colleagues suspect that the sleep spindles are working to transfer information from the hippocampus, a small area deep in your brain where memories are made, to the prefrontal cortex, which serves as long-term storage.

That frees up the hippocampus to make new memories, Walker said. "It's almost like clearing out your informational inbox of your e-mail so you can start to receive new e-mails the next day," he said.

NREM sleep and sleep spindle frequency change throughout a person's life span, Walker said. Older people, for example, have a decline in sleep spindles, suggesting that sleep disruption could be one reason for the memory loss prevalent in old age.

The volunteers in the current study were young, but the researchers hope to investigate the effect of sleep spindles on learning in older adults, Walker said. The research also draws attention to the importance of sleep, Walker said.

Sleep spindles happen more frequently later in the night, precisely the time people cut short when they rise early for work and school, Walker said.

"Somewhere between infancy and early adulthood, we abandon the notion that sleep is useful," Walker said. That needs to change, he said: "Sleep is doing something very active for things like learning and memory.

I think for us as a society to stop thinking of sleep as a luxury rather than a biological necessity is going to be wise."

Source: www.livescience.com

Time and Me

2011-03-09T20:00:00.001+08:00

Since last night my young son has been unwell.

When I got back from work this evening I decided to take him to hospital despite my exhaustion. There were many waiting; perhaps we will be delayed by more than an hour.

I took my number and sat down in the waiting room. There were many faces, young and old, but all silent. Some people made use of the many booklets available in the waiting room.

Some of those waiting had their eyes closed, while others were looking around. Most were bored. Once in a while the long silence was broken by a nurse calling out a number.

Happiness appears on the one whose turn it is, and he gets up quickly; then silence returns.

A young man grabbed my attention. He was reading a pocket-sized Qur'an continuously; not raising his head even once.

At first I did not think much about him. However, after one hour of waiting my casual glances turned into a deep reflection about his lifestyle and how he utilizes his time. One hour of life wasted!

Instead of making benefit of that hour, it was just a boring wait. Then the call for prayer was made. We went to prayer in the hospital's masjid. I tried to pray close to the man who was reading the Qur'an earlier in the waiting room.

After the prayer I walked with him. I informed him of how impressed I was of him and how he tries to benefit from his time. He told me that most of our time is wasted without any benefit.

These are days that go from our lives without being conscious of them or regretting their waste.

He said that he started carrying the pocket-sized Qur'an around when a friend encouraged him to make full use of his time.

He told me that in the time other people waste he gets to read much more of the Qur'an than he gets to read either at home or in the masjid. Moreover, besides the reward of reading the Qur'an, this habit saves him from boredom and stress.

He added that he has now been waiting for one and a half hours. Then he asked, when will you find one and a half hours to read the Qur'an? I reflected; how much time do we waste?

How many moments of our lives pass by, and yet we do not account for how they passed by? Indeed, how many months pass by and we do not read the Qur'an?

Our Prophet (SAW) said; 'Whoever guides or directs to good, then he gets the same amount of blessing (reward) as the one who does it'.

I came to respect my companion, and I discovered that I am to stand for account and that time is not in my hand; so what am I waiting for? My thoughts were interrupted by the nurse calling out my number; I went to the doctor.

But I want to achieve something now. I decided to be mindful of how I spend the time.

Source: www.iluvislam.com

Paris. Paris. Oh Paris~

2011-02-27T17:24:00.005+08:00

Sedih2~ Haha. Ni dah peluang kali ke berapa dah ni.. Hopefully sgt 23x dapat pergi kali ini, dengan kakngah. Huhu. Waaahh! T.T Kowg doakan sekali tau!! Sob2. Yalah, ikut rombongan KDK.. bukan fully guna duit sendiri. So.. macam best la kalau dapat pergi. Hehe.

Abah dapat tiket free. Hihi. Dulu2, waktu Foundation.. ada peluang pergi Japan, Abah ajak teman Abah meeting/conference di sana tapi.. aku ada exam waktu itu. Haila~ Tahun lepas pun sama, ada peluang pergi China dan Jerman tapi.. tak dapat pergi juga. Ish3.

Sebabnya...? Selalu tersekat dengan waktu kelas yang penting2 or exams. Huhu. Kali ini, dapat peluang waktu cuti tapi.. cuti aku and kakngah tak sama~ Maka, tengok jela apa yang akan jadi nanti. Last2 nanti Mama, Abah and Aqilah juga yang pergi. Haha :D

2 tahun lepas, waktu kitaorang adik-beradik tengah cuti.. Abah dapat tiket pergi melancong with KDK members ke Chiang Mai, Thailand. Tapi tiket terhad.. so, just dapat bawa Mama and Aqilah. Kitaorang pun bermaustautin di rumah makcik layan Hafiz (baby). Tapi best~ ;)

Actually, takde kisah sangat pun if tak dapat pergi. Tapi dah alang2 dah ada peluang kan, 'mengharap' dapat pergi tak salah kan..? Hee. Kalau ada rezeki, Alhamdulillah. Kalau takde, ada banyak lagi aktiviti boleh buat di rumah. Hoho. Sekian, terima kasih! May Allah bless.

flying-note: setelah lama tidak update blog~ Ngehehe

Sunshine by Kan Mi Youn feat. Junsu 2PM

2011-02-13T15:15:00.005+08:00

flying-note: this sweet, simple song kinda stole my heart.. <3

2901-0602 Best Holiday Ever! :)

2011-02-10T19:37:00.007+08:00

Well2~ pada post kali ini.. aku boleh menyatakan dengan penuh yakin, bahawa sesungguhnya.. the mid-semester break + CNY holiday, is the best holiday ever in my life. Kekeke. Infinity yakin der~ Mesti korang tertanya-tanya kenapa kan..? Kan3..?

Sebab.. banyak benda best2 jadi. Takde case sedih2 dan bosan pun pada cuti kali ini. Hohoho. Penuh dengan happiest moments and adventurous teramat bersama keluarga dan sahabat tersayang~ Hehe. Seronok2. Bermula dari KL >Perak >Terengganu >KL :)

Pada hari Isnin, ada sesi interview bersama TNB's VP Human Resource. Ini untuk group project HRM (Human Resource Management). We've had a lot of fun during the interview session with Datuk Razif. He's very calm and humble. + cool~ Hoho.

Thanks a bunch to Datuk Razif and all the group members. May Allah bless us with all those assignments yang masih bertimbun-timbun. Huhu. Pergi interview hari itu, dapat diari & kalendar free from TNB. Tema colour diari tahun ini, hijau. Nice~ Tahun lepas colour biru.

Banyak dugaan yang perlu ditempuh sebelum interview tersebut. Antaranya, sesat 2-3 kali. Yalah, mana la aku tahu jalan Bangsar. So, ada la juga terlepas junction etc. Haha! Tapi seronok, sebab bukan sorang2. So, had fun sesat with them and explore jalan lain. Kekeke.

Besides that, Fauziah a.k.a Poja stayed at my home disebabkan interview itu. So, sempatlah jalan-jalan dengan dia dan faham2 jela.. disebabkan citarasa kitaorang lebih kurang sama, so kerja kitaorang yang utama ialah.. testing makanan dan makan 23x. Hehehe

No wonderlah bila balik muadzam, baru kitaorang perasan yang berat badan kitaorang naik mendadak. Sob2. Tapi takpelah, kami berdua dalam sesi mencuba yang terbaik untuk menurunkan berat badan. Demi kesihatan. Doakan kitaorang tau! Hee. Hwaiting! :)

Pada Rabu malam, selepas solat Magrib.. bertolak ke rumah Opah (belah Abah). Kerana esoknya ada majlis doa selamat dan naik buai Qalesya (sepupu). Seronok jumpa saudara-mara yang telah lama tidak bersua. Rasa macam berkurun sudah. Huhu.

Had fun basuh pinggan, borak2.. kemas umah Opah. Hihi. Agak-agaknya bila lagi ya kitaorang semua dapat berkumpul macam ni..? Sedih pula tiba-tiba bila berfikir tentang itu. Yalah, semua dah besar. Ahli keluarga pun ramai~ Masa bercuti pun tak sama. Sob2 T-T

Hari Jumaat, bertolak ke Terengganu. Niat awal, nak pergi majlis perkahwinan kawan anak Abah tapi malangnya.. pada malam itu, semua hotel yang kitaorang pergi Full House. Termasuk last choice, street hotel. Maka, tak jadilah stay di Kuala Terengganu.

Lepas itu, aku ingatkan terus balik KL. La2 bila sedar, ada di Kemaman. Stayed at Awana Hotel, Kijal. Mungkin sebab Abah dah penat, walaupun dah biasa memandu jauh2.. Tapi non-stop memandu katakan. Huhu. Kesian Abah (cepatlah Aie lulus lesen kereta, ameen) ;) wink.

Di Awana, sempat juga la pergi main2 tepi pantai and pergi swimming pool gaduh2 dengan diorang dalam air itu. Haha! Rasa macam nak freeze kan je moments yang best2. Tak nak besar2 dah. Boleh ke..? Hehe. Balqis2.. childish~ Isk2 :P Not good 2x.

Tidak sabar cuti yang seterusnya~ inshaAllah ada plan 'baik punya' dengan famili or kengkawan di rumah nanti. Hehehe (Padahal, entah apa2 punya plan nanti yang ada.. Kui3) Emm, rasa dah start rindu diorang pula tetiba.. Hoho. Ok la, adios~ Take care!

flying-note: gonna miss these moments.. Daebak!

I'm easily broken; fragile.

2011-01-10T10:02:00.013+08:00

Life is full of challenges~ Small things can also be a great challenge. We, as human beings don't escape from making mistakes and we also can't satisfy everyone. I'm also a human being. The normal one. Hehe. My outside appearance looks like tough, but actually.. it is not.

In fact.. I'm easily broken; fragile. So, not necessarily all the things that I've said is true and correct. I don't even know that I'll face this thing. I was also surprised by myself for the act that I've done.. and it's also has given an impact to those people around me. I'm so sorry~

But, the thing has happened. Like it or not, I had to pass through it as well. Truth is often painful, but I would rather people be frank with me.. so it will not become more painful in the near future. Hope everything will run smoothly as usual. I hope.. May Allah bless. Peace!

flying-note: Espero que este problema se terminó.. Sabes que te amo <3

The little things about me~ (^^)v

2011-01-10T09:16:00.012+08:00

Re-blog and bold what applies to you.

I’m loud.
I’m sarcastic.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
I’m easy to get along with.
I have more enemies than friends.
I've smoked.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

I wear makeup.
I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I have a piercing.
I have small feet.

Relationships:

I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.

Friendships:

I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend.
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:

I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award.
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.

Music:

I listen to pop.
I listen to R&B.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.

Television:

I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and liked the O.C.
I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and liked CSI.

Family Life:

I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.

Hair:

I’ve been brown.
I’ve had streaks.
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black.
I’ve been red.
I’ve been light brown.
I use conditioner.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.

flying-note: credit goes to dear Farah.. :)

Goodbye 2010. Welcome 2011 :)

2010-12-31T18:51:00.011+08:00

Jjang2! Tomorrow all of us will face a new year, 2011. So now, I just wanna recall the things happened in the year of 2010 for this post. (that's related to me) Hehe. For me, 2010 is just another ordinary year. There is nothing unusual. (yalah, apa benda yang luar biasa bagi aku kan~ Hee)

Of course, many things happened. Things are ups and downs and it's part of life. So then, I'll just have to accept it. Bak kata orang, redha~ Hehe. Alhamdulillah, I've achieved some of my aims this year. Seronok2~ The other aims that're not achieved, automatically it'll be the aims for the coming year. May Allah bless.

In this year, I've taken a lot of responsibility and trust. Some of it's willingly, and some are not. Kekeke. So, the things has made me appreciate time a lot more than before. Before this, I'm kinda person that like to postpone works. (one of my bad habits) That bad habit starting to break slowly, just a little bit in this moment.

Well, every little bit helps :) Besides that, this year has opened my eyes to get know myself better. Remember or not, before this I always say that.. I wanted myself to be the old ones, not the current ones. But then, I realized that.. people can change and usually people are changing because of some reasonable reasons.

I am the one who should take action to change myself, not based on the environment and the people around me. So, the thing has given me the courage to get out of my comfort zone and challenging myself. I'm so grateful that I've finally realized this thing.

Relationships with family and friends also has improved, its getting better. (sarang hae minna!) Hee. For all events that happened in 2010, its already become an unforgettable memories :) May the new year be a happy and blessed one for all of us, our families and the whole Ummah. Let's have a great year ahead! InshaAllah~

flying-note: something has happened *again* :)

Grenade by Bruno Mars

2010-12-27T13:05:00.000+08:00

flying-note: fall in love again & again with Bruno Mars <3

Happy Birthday to Bijan! :)

2010-12-24T17:05:00.011+08:00

Pada 22 Disember 2010.. kitaorang perlu buat 1 misi tergempar..!! Hahaha. Misi tersebut ialah untuk mengenakan Jai a.k.a Bijan sempena birthday dia yang jatuh pada.. 23 Disember.

Oleh itu, housemates ku & kawan-kawan Bijan telah merancang dengan sebaik-baiknya plot-plot tersebut. Kekeke. After Isya' prayer, ketika Bijan sedang meeting di PIIK.. tiba-tiba Lela (kakak Bijan) datang dengan gelisahnya meminta pertolongan dari Bijan.

Maka, dengan kelam-kabutnya Bijan bergegas ke depan library (dengan niat nak tolong kakaknya) untuk menaiki kereta yang dipinjam sebentar dari kawannya, kereta kancil berwarna biru.. bernombor plat CAR ****

Tup-tup, malangnya.. kereta tersebut telah hilang!! Lalu Bijan cuak. Kakaknya pura-pura membantunya mencari kereta tersebut. (berlakon calling kawan minta tolong cari & teman Bijan cari kereta sampai ke Harmoni) - pandai Lela berlakon. Haha. Daebak~

Mesti korang curioskan apa jadi pada kereta itu..? Waktu Bijan sedang sibuk meeting di PIIK, kawan-kawannya tolak kereta kancil itu dari depan library sampai ke belakang AB. Hoho. Tidak sangka kawan-kawan dia larat tolak sampai jauh begitu. Well done. Hee.

Sambil melihat Bijan dari jauh di wing Audi, kitaorang semua dah tergelak-gelak tengok muka Bijan yang begitu ketara terpancar kegelisahan yang tidak terhingga. Kekeke (kesian dia. Huhu)

Last scene, semua tunggu di celah-celah dinding wing Audi sambil menunggu Bijan datang and then.. surprise!!! Haha. Lepas itu, kitaorang semua makan-makan dengan happynya. Wink ;)

I've had a lot of fun teasing Bijan with them. Hihihi. Thanks a bunch to those yang membantu menjayakan misi ini. Hehe. Sekian~ Have a nice day. Take care! For more pictures, just click the link below;

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=17856&id=100001683741273

flying-note: seronok bila dapat kenakan orang.. Kui3

Hang out at ECM, Kuantan.

2010-12-18T02:16:00.008+08:00

Jjang2! Yesterday, hang out at East Coast Mall (ECM), Kuantan. Kami pergi bertujuh, 6 perempuan dan seorang lelaki. Sepatutnya ada dua orang lelaki but Fauziah a.k.a Poja's husband cancelled last minute.

We went to Kuantan from Muadzam Shah at 9.00 am and arrived there around 10.45 am. At 12.00 pm, Jai a.k.a Bijan went to the Kuantan's mosque for Friday prayers and at the same time, we bought movie tickets for 5.05 pm.. Tron Legacy (3D).

The story-line was okay. Just fine for me. After the Zohor prayer, we're killing our time with a lunch at Johnny's (makan steamboat.. best!) and shopping. Well.. of course we spent a lot of money but the most important is.. we satisfied with the things we purchased. Hehe.

For me.. mission of goods to be purchased, all achieved. Best2! Lela's mission to play the games and the others to shopping-sakan also accomplished! Daebak! Kekeke. Seronok2~

We went back to Muadzam from Kuantan at 9.00 pm. Thank God everything was going smoothly as we planned. One of the memorable days in my life. For more pictures, just click the link below;

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?fbid=118902101509247&id=100001683741273&aid=16352

flying-note: have had so much fun with them! :D

From Korea; Postcards heart

2010-12-10T01:34:00.006+08:00

flying-note: thanks a bunch for the souvenir oneesan! Hehe <3

Sejarah Puasa Asyura

2010-12-08T18:09:00.014+08:00

Hadith & Huraian

Dari Aisyah r.a katanya "Biasanya orang Quraisy pada masa jahiliah berpuasa pada Hari Asyura dan Nabi SAW pun berpuasa. Ketika Baginda tiba di Madinah, baginda juga berpuasa pada Hari Asyura dan menyuruh orang lain berpuasa juga." (Muslim)

Hari 'Asyura merupakan hari yang kesepuluh daripada bulan Muharram. Rasulullah SAW telah menggalakkan umat Islam agar berpuasa pada hari tersebut kerana ia mempunyai kelebihan yang tersendiri di samping kelebihan bulan Muharram itu sendiri.

10 Muharram juga telah mencatatkan beberapa peristiwa penting untuk renungan kita bersama sepertimana yang dicatatkan oleh Imam al-Ghazali dalam kitabnya Mukasyafatul Qulub berkaitan dengan tarikh tersebut. (www.islam.gov.my)

Perkara sunat dilakukan pada Hari Asyura

Melapangkan masa/belanja anak dan isteri. Memuliakan fakir miskin. Menahan marah. Membetulkan orang yang terpesong aqidah. Menghormati dan memuliakan anak yatim. Bercelak.

Memelihara kehormatan diri. Mandi sunat. Bersedekah. Solat sunat empat rakaat. Membaca Surah Al-Ikhlas 1000x. Menjamu orang berbuka puasa. Puasa sunat Asyura. (ms.wikipedia.org)

source: www.islam.gov.my & ms.wikipedia.org

I've had enough, so please..

2010-12-02T00:50:00.009+08:00

Somehow, I don't know why.. why do I feel sad?? Kinda gloomy~ It feels like the melancholic songs by TaeYang. Haha! 나만 봐 & 드레스를 잡초.. Actually not so sure what am I feeling right now. What I can only say, "I am very disappointed and unhappy." Hee.

If I could turn back time, I'll make sure I was not too happy as this evening. Huh. I want to smile like old times.. got nothing to worry about. Be a very cool, happy-go-lucky and positive kinda person. That's the old me.. not the current ones. *sigh*

I have to get up back ASAP.. to make sure everything is OK. There's no use of complaining if I don't take any action. Must be the person that 'walk the talk, don't just talk the talk.' I hope everything will go smoothly. Please pray for me. Thanks a lot. May Allah bless.

flying-note: please don't play with IT. I've had enough..

Apa hebatnya solat di awal waktu?

2010-12-01T11:07:00.008+08:00

Setiap peralihan waktu solat sebenarnya menunjukkan perubahan tenaga alam ini yang boleh diukur dan dicerap melalui perubahan warna alam. Fenomena perubahan warna alam adalah sesuatu yang tidak asing bagi mereka yang terlibat dalam bidang fotografi.

Waktu Subuh

Sebagai contoh, pada waktu Subuh alam berada dalam spektrum warna biru muda yang bersamaan dengan frekuensi tiroid yang mempengaruhi sistem metabolisma tubuh.

Jadi warna biru muda atau waktu Subuh mempunyai rahsia berkaitan dengan penawar/rezeki dan komunikasi.

Mereka yang kerap tertinggal waktu Subuhnya ataupun terlewat secara berulang-ulang kali, lama kelamaan akan menghadapi masalah komunikasi dan rezeki.

Ini kerana tenaga alam iaitu biru muda tidak dapat diserap oleh tiroid yang mesti berlaku dalam keadaan roh dan jasad bercantum (keserentakan ruang dan masa) - dalam erti kata lain jaga daripada tidur.

Di sini juga dapat kita cungkil akan rahsia diperintahkan solat di awal waktu. Bermulanya saja azan Subuh, tenaga alam pada waktu itu berada pada tahap optimum. Tenaga inilah yang akan diserap oleh tubuh melalui konsep resonan pada waktu rukuk dan sujud.

Jadi mereka yang terlewat Subuhnya sebenar sudah mendapat tenaga yang tidak optimum lagi.

Waktu Zohor

Warna alam seterusnya berubah ke warna hijau (Isyraq & Dhuha) dan kemudian warna kuning menandakan masuknya waktu Zohor. Spektrum warna pada waktu ini bersamaan dengan frekuensi perut dan hati yang berkaitan dengan sistem penghadaman.

Warna kuning ini mempunyai rahsia yang berkaitan dengan keceriaan. Jadi mereka yang selalu ketinggalan atau terlewat Zuhurnya berulang-ulang kali dalam hidupnya akan menghadapi masalah di perut dan hilang sifat cerianya.

Orang yang tengah sakit perut ceria tak?

Waktu Asar

Kemudian warna alam akan berubah kepada warna oren, iaitu masuknya waktu Asar di mana spektrum warna pada waktu ini bersamaan dengan frekuensi prostat, uterus, ovari dan testis yang merangkumi sistem reproduktif.

Rahsia warna oren ialah kreativiti. Orang yang kerap tertinggal Asar akan hilang daya kreativitinya dan lebih malang lagi kalau di waktu Asar ni jasad dan roh seseorang ini terpisah (tidur la tu).

Dan jangan lupa, tenaga pada waktu Asar ni amat diperlukan oleh organ-organ reproduktif kita.

Waktu Magrib

Menjelang waktu Maghrib, alam berubah ke warna merah dan di waktu ini kita kerap dinasihatkan oleh orang-orang tua agar tidak berada di luar rumah.

Ini kerana spektrum warna pada waktu ini menghampiri frekuensi jin dan iblis (infra-red) dan ini bermakna jin dan iblis pada waktu ini amat bertenaga kerana mereka resonan dengan alam.

Mereka yang sedang dalam perjalanan juga seelok-eloknya berhenti dahulu pada waktu ini (solat Maghrib dulu la) kerana banyak interferens (pembelauan) berlaku pada waktu ini yang boleh mengelirukan mata kita.

Rahsia waktu Maghrib atau warna merah ialah keyakinan, pada frekuensi otot, saraf dan tulang.

Waktu Isyak

Apabila masuk waktu Isyak, alam berubah ke warna Indigo dan seterusnya memasuki fasa Kegelapan. Waktu Isyak ini menyimpan rahsia ketenteraman dan kedamaian di mana frekuensinya bersamaan dengan sistem kawalan otak.

Mereka yang kerap ketinggalan Isyaknya akan selalu berada dalam kegelisahan. Alam sekarang berada dalam Kegelapan dan sebetulnya, inilah waktu tidur dalam Islam. Tidur pada waktu ini dipanggil tidur delta di mana keseluruhan sistem tubuh berada dalam kerehatan.

Qiamullail

Selepas tengah malam, alam mula bersinar kembali dengan warna putih, merah jambu dan seterusnya ungu di mana ianya bersamaan dengan frekuensi kelenjar pineal, pituitari, talamus dan hipotalamus.

Tubuh sepatutnya bangkit kembali pada waktu ini dan dalam Islam waktu ini dipanggil Qiamullail. Begitulah secara ringkas perkaitan waktu solat dengan warna alam.

Manusia kini sememangnya telah sedar akan kepentingan tenaga alam ini dan inilah faktor adanya bermacam-macam kaedah meditasi yang dicipta seperti taichi, qi-gong dan sebagainya.

Semuanya dicipta untuk menyerap tenaga-tenaga alam ke sistem tubuh. Kita sebagai umat Islam sepatutnya bersyukur kerana telah di’kurniakan’ syariat solat oleh Allah s.w.t tanpa perlu kita memikirkan bagaimana hendak menyerap tenaga alam ini.

Hakikat ini seharusnya menginsafkan kita bahawa Allah s.w.t mewajibkan solat ke atas hamba-Nya atas sifat pengasih dan penyayang-Nya sebagai pencipta kerana Dia tahu hamba-Nya ini amat-amat memerlukan-Nya.

Adalah amat malang sekali bagi kumpulan manusia yang amat cuai dalam menjaga solatnya tapi amat berdisiplin dalam menghadiri kelas taichinya. Wallahualam.

Source: www.iluvislam.com

Oh blog.. I'm home!! Wee~

2010-11-25T22:58:00.016+08:00

Yahoo! Akhirnya sampai di rumah jam 12.45am, bertolak dari rumah opah di Kuang dalam jam 10.30pm.. On the way balik ke Cheras, hujan turun dengan lebatnya. Fuh~ Dalam kereta pula, sejuk yang amat. Nasib baiklah ada sweater kesayangan jadi peneman. Hehe.

Abg chik bawa sweater juga, tapi tidak abg yang. Tanpa sweater pun actually aku rasa badan dia cukup kental untuk menahan kesejukan yang melanda. Kekeke. Aqilah duduk di seat depan dengan mama, maka terasa lapanngya kami duduk di seat belakang. Wahaha.

Disebabkan aku duduk di tengah, rasa agak tidak selesa untuk bersandar dan tiba-tiba adik-adik lelaki aku jadi gentleman malam tu. Diorang bagi aku duduk lebih-lebih and kepala aku lentok pada bahu diorang. Wah~ mereka ini so sweet. Dah matang agaknya. Ahaks!

Yang peliknya, aku langsung tidak tidur dalam kereta sepanjang perjalanan. Bukan apa, aku memang dikenali sebagai seorang yang mudah tertidur bila naik kereta, bus etc. Kadang-kadang tidak sampai 15min perjalanan bermula.. dah tertidur. Tabiat sejak kecil. Hee.

Sabtu ini, akan tamatlah cuti 3 minggu aku. Sejujurnya, cuti kali ini OK. Seronok balik kampung and jalan-jalan with family. Isnin depan dah start kelas. Well.. I hope that I'm ready for the next semester. Huhu. Result.. wallahualam. I guess I'll just have to wait and see~

Post kali ini, aku upload gambar yang aku ambil sepanjang cuti. Gambar kesengalan, kecomelan & kesewelan pun ada.. Haih~ rasa macam tidak sabar pula menunggu cuti akan datang. Haha! Hopefully, segalanya akan berjalan dengan lancar. May Allah bless.

flying-note: I am happy being with M***** :)

Follow Your Soul by 2PM

2010-11-25T02:55:00.000+08:00

flying-note: love this MV.. sweet! Hee :)

Broke Up Today by Younha

2010-11-25T02:47:00.002+08:00

flying-note: ..have you ever truly loved someone?

171110 Hari Raya Qurban..

2010-11-17T18:00:00.009+08:00

Semalam, bertolak dari KL ke Perak lepas waktu Asar. Sampai sini sebelum jam 9.00 malam if I'm not mistaken. Kerja yang aku buat dalam kereta.. sleep, listening to music or eat. Itu je yang boleh dibuat. Oleh kerana naik kereta abah, maka agak sempit di belakang. Haha.

It seems like all of us getting bigger. Anak-anak abah and mama kan.. nasib baik kak ngah takde sekali, kalau tidak.. dia kena campak ke luar rasanya. Kui3. Hari ini dalam sejarah, dukacita dimaklumkan aku telah buat satu kesilapan.. secara tidak sengaja.

I was ironing abah's baju melayu, for solat sunat raya and suddenly, its burnt. Yeah, burnt. Bukanlah sampai terbakar seluar tu.. just jadi kedut-kedut mengecut tanda kena bakar dengan seterika yang bersuhu panas. Hee. Dan malangnya, tanda itu besar dan jelas.

Boleh dilihat dengan mata kasar.. sebab kena di seluar bahagian depan belah kanan bawah. Sob2. What can I do..? Minta maaf dengan abah. Lepas itu, habis cerita. Di pagi raya qurban ini.. makanan raya macam lemang, rendang Tok, semua ada. Plus, kami buat BBQ.

Ini semua kerana abah siap tempah udang, ketam, sotong dll sempena balik kampung kali ini.. Hohoho. Best2! Sebab kitaorang, jarang balik kampung lol. Sekali sekala balik.. walaupun 2-3 hari je, seronok rasanya. Kerja aku and kak ngah, duduk dapur macam biasa.

Mereka yang lain.. menyiang semua hidupan laut tersebut di luar. Ngee. Budak-budak kecil dalam rumah buat hal masing-masing.. main kejar-kejar, pukul-pukul lalu kemudian nangis-nangis. Itu daebak :) Bila dah main over macam itulah rupanya. Kekeke.

Sekarang di Chopin Kanan, esok-esok balik kampung Kuang pula. Di kesempatan ini, I would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all muslims. Kepada yang memandu, ingat-ingatlah sikit ya. Berhati-hati di jalan raya. Ingat orang tersayang. May Allah bless~

flying-note: udara nyaman dan segar di kampung. *heart*

A missed call means..??

2010-11-16T01:27:00.009+08:00

A couple of years ago, my school-mate.. said to me, "bila kau dapat missed call daripada aku, maksudnya aku rindu la tu.. :D" Haha! Sweet and childish.. isn't it? But somehow, actually.. I believe that 'love itself is childish by nature' lol~ Kekeke. (memang betul pun kan..?)

This quote (or shall I say this statement?? Hehe), I heard it from a Korean drama.. Kim Sam Soon, if I'm not mistaken. For me, it's definitely right. Thanks for the missed calls inche M*****. Long time no see.. Can't we just meet right away?? Haha. Just kidding~ Wink ;)

flying-note: miss norlela, fauziah & fatimah~ <3

During exam weeks..

2010-11-04T19:09:00.004+08:00

During exam weeks, we (housemates) ate a lot. Seriously, A LOT.. Huhu. The main point here, we wanted to finish all the foods at home before the semester break. Tak nak membazir~ Hee.

Thus, eventhough we're busy with our exams.. we're still managed to cook nicely and superb! Kakaka. Mee kari, spaghetti and many more.. Boleh kata, ibarat nak release tension disebabkan exams :D

We also had our last meeting with Kak Siti (senior), we're having a dinner with her at Ilmiah's foodcourt. This semester is the final semester for her. For sure we're going to miss her a lot.

She is Haziqah's room-mate. For me, she is a nice sister, friend and ibarat Perempuan Melayu Terakhir. Hehe. Sopan and ayu. I like~ May Allah bless you Kak Siti. Here & hereafter. Take care.

flying-note: gonna miss these precious moments.. ^^

281010 Special Post heart

2010-11-03T23:59:00.007+08:00

Jjang2! 28th October 2010.. one of the memorable days in my life. I've got a lot of suprises and happiness on that day. Feeling super happy! Hoho. I'm kinda person that's not so into with suprise actually, but sometimes I don't mind it.. especially when the suprise bring along happiness to me and the people around me, I welcome it :)

At 12.20 am.. on that time, I was busy preparing for the next paper and suddenly.. it's blackout. I knew there's something wrong going somewhere and.. yes, I was right. Haha! While I was waiting for their (my housemates and friends) next step, I hid behind the door in intention to suprise them. Kakaka. Unfortunately, I failed to do it so.. Hee.

They pulled me out and you guys know what happened next right? My hair and t-shirt fulled with Carrie Junior's powder. Huhu. They're saved because it's my birthday and I can't do anything about it. If I wanna run, where I can run to..? Haha. Thank God it's not flour, if not.. you girls better watch out for my revenge lol. *evil laugh*

Later on, after the exam paper.. we had our lunch and went back home. Around 3.30 pm if I'm not mistaken, I heard a car engine's that's sound so familiar parked downstair, at the foyer. I knew something will happen in the short time. Haha! So then, I pretended to be cool and just waited it to happen. Kekeke. *balqis poyo*

Guess what the next thing happened? Somebody knocked on the door and my name been called by someone to go front, (the living room) and then.. you guys know what happened right? There's a lovely cake on the dining table, I've got a plenty of cards dan a polka dot box that contains a fine made of a 'mickey mouse heart' necklace.

It's a birthday present from the girls, and I really loved it! Hihihi. The necklace is very nice looking and so sweet.. sweet as the person who received it. Ahaks! Lalala~ Thanks a bunch to them for came to my house and celebrated my birthday. You girls made my day a lot better and sweet. Hehe. Speechless.. and touched. Thanks darlings!

At the end of the day, there're a few friends of mine that're so close and good with me.. didn't even wishing me a Happy Birthday. My 'jiwang' roommate and my adorable oneesans. On that time, I was kinda shock as I thought.. 'diorang ni lupa ke buat-buat lupa birthday aku ni? Memang nak kena cekik ni..' Haha! That's 'me' lol~ Ngee.

I was so curious and at last.. buat dekk is the best. Kekeke. I thought there's no more suprise on that night but I was totally wrong. My housemates, she kept asking me to join her playing games and I thought it's normal for her to do so as I was so boring. My roommate were so focused in her studies and I didn't want to disturb her. Hoho.

While I was playing the game, suddenly my name been called by my roommate. When I want to entered my room.. i realized that the room's dark. So.. I didn't want to go in. Seram~ Kakaka. Lastly, I went it because my housemates pushed me to. Guess what? There're 6 special burgers on my bed and each of the burgers got burning candle on it. Wawawa. Touched and speechless.*again* Sob2~

In between that burger's moment, got a call from oneesans. I've stated at the previous post what happened. Hehe. All these people were purposely want to make a record by wishing me a Happy Birthday at the last minute, at the end of the day. Ish3.. so not good lol. Here's come my punch to those people.. Dush! Dush! and Bang Bang! too. Huh! Haha~ I love you guys so much lol :) super duper tau! :D

During this holiday, there're just a simple celebration with my family for my birthday and kak ngah. Each of us got one set of baju kurung + tudung as the birthday's present. Hehehe. I like~ For me, a simple celebration and simple suprises its already enough. *wink*

I don't need any huge celebration, as long as everyone that I needed is around me and always by my side.. I would really apperciate it than anything else in the world ;) Last but not least, you guys know the real me right. I am speechless when I am touched. Hee.

I'm apologize if I didn't act the way you guys want me to with all the suprises and gifts. Huhu. Certainly, I love it but somehow I just don't know how to show it. Thanks for always by my side, support me in any way, any time.. and love me for who i am.. (^^)v Peace!

flying-note: thanks for mr.brown :)

I'll Be Back by 2PM

2010-11-03T23:59:00.001+08:00

flying-note: saranghae 2PM! Kekeke :)

One Better Day by MBLAQ

2010-11-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yeah Listen to this

Even though darkness wraps around me

Even though I can't see one inch before me because it's so dark

The hurt heart heart heart of hers that got wounded

I will wrap around I promise I'm gonna be down

Her that is getting tired of the repeated times

If you have no place to lean then come and lean on me

For you we will be together call us

Start again right now

Now again one better day~ one better day~

A bright tomorrow is waiting for you

Now again one better day~ one better day~

I'm here I will go together with you

I'm going in

Thoughts that you're by yourself The worlds that have no answer

The days tic tok like the hands of a clock

All the hard times just cut them up

This light has waited for you

Her that is getting tired of the repeated times

If you have no place to lean then come and lean on me

For me I came here call us

And again start right now

Now again one better day~ one better day~

A bright tomorrow is waiting for you

Now again one better day~ one better day~

I'm here I will go together with you

My heart is running

Whenever with me

Now let's start baby yeah it is

Now again one better day~ one better day~

A bright tomorrow is waiting for you

Now again one better day~ one better day~

I'm here I will go together with you

flying-note: starting to like MBLAQ's songs :)

Finally~ its over! Thanks everyone~

2010-11-02T18:33:00.010+08:00

Jjang2! Wah~ feeling very happy because the examination finally over! But waiting for the result really make me anxious lol. Huhu. I got the feeling that the result will not turn out to be good as I expected. Whatever it is, just wait & see. Haih~ you have to be patient la Balqis Athirah Badiuzaman.. Hee.

Finally.. I've got free time, so I will post all the things that I don't have time to post before this. First of all, I would like to thank my oneesans' for the LA souvenir. Don't know whether they bought it at LA or airport, I don't mind at all.. because by having the souvenirs already made me so touched~ Hehehe.

I was really touched. Seriously. This is because.. they never forget this 'budak comeyl & baik' as their little sister. On my birthday, at 11:59pm they tried to reach me by made a phone call and wishing Happy Birthday. I said, "ingatkan dah lupa.." and they replied, "kami takkan lupa.. selalu be the 1st one to wish, kali ni nak officially jadi yang the last one pula." Haha! So true lol..

Next, thanks a bunch to those who wished me Happy Birthday, gave gifts and 3x surprises for me. Hee. For those people, I will make a special post later. Kekeke. Thanks again to all who have helped me over the Semester 1 2010/2011, especially during exam weeks. Thank you once again. I love you all! May Allah bless.

flying-note: trying to improve and practice English! Hwaiting! :)

RE: Special post for Fauziah :)

2010-10-28T14:45:00.008+08:00

http://poja1210.blogspot.com/2010/10/special-post-for-my-bff-balqis-athirah.html

To: Yeobo@honey@my beloved husband. *Haha*

Slm wbt. My dear yeobo, Fauziah Abdullah.. thanks a bunch for the wish and surprise! (blackout and talcum powder) I'm so touched~ Hee. Even though I've reached the age of 20th, the same age as you.. I'm always look younger than you. *awet muda* Lalala~

For your info.. Even if you have a new scandal, I don't care. I still love you. Kekeke. Want to know something? Your scandal, Bijan said that I'm cute and he tells me to maintain the cuteness. Hahaha. So, just accept the truth okay :) Be cool~ Hee.

Thank God.. my birthday always falls during the examination weeks. I always survived from flour. Wink! ;) So, just keep your flour, because the Carrie Junior's powder was enough for me. Don't try to play and hit me with the flour.. or next time you will get it.

I'll make sure of it. Haha! You wish I'll be a good wife and mother? I hope so. Hehe. I will take care of them properly, our daughters and son. You don't need to worry. I will not make you disappointed. Ngee. Thanks for the lovely post. Friends forever! Saranghae~

flying-note: J'ai la chance de vous avoir comme ami. Je t'aime <3

All the best to all Unitenians!

2010-10-17T12:55:00.004+08:00

flying-note: let's do our best! may Allah bless us :)

Saya suka mereka :)

2010-10-08T10:53:00.006+08:00

Jjang2! A few days ago, I was helping one of my friends kirim barang pada orang tersayang beliau. Alahai~ my bro.. you're so sweet. And I knew that you already know it. Lalala~ On that evening, he tried to call me for a several times. *I think la* Haha. Because of what? sebab orang tersayang beliau la. Hee ;)

One of my sis-in-law hp dia rosak. So, it is very hard for him to reach her. Maka, saya datang ibarat superman menolong citizen yang memerlukan bantuan. Kekeke. Petang tu saya di CRK (kedai makan). So, tak dapat la tolong beliau. Malam tu, baru boleh~ Bila jumpa kakak ipar, saya sentiasa rasa bahagia. Why?

Why why why? Because I am happy tahap petala ke-8 for my oneesan and of coz for her too. Tapi kan, ada oneesan saya yang lagi seorang tu lagi happy. Kerana sesungguhnya.. dia and sis-in-law lagi seorang akan berbahagia honeymoon di LA; Los Angeles. Actually diorang pergi LA sebab kerja.. SIFE International Competition.

Tapi pandai2 la sambil menyelam minum air kan. Ngee. And I think diorang semua ni memang terror bab menyelam2 ni. Haha! :P Lastly, pada sis-in-law yang hp rosak.. saya bagi pinjam hp saya yang satu. I got 2 handphones. To my lovely sis-in-law, don't worry k. Memang saya bagi awak pakai hp tu ikhlas tau. Jangan rasa bersalah tau. Hehe.

Dengan bangga dirinya, balik umah.. macam biasa, saya akan puji diri sendiri. Hahaha. Bertuah kepada sesiapa yang dapat adik ipar macam saya. Sebab saya selalu terlebih happy untut orang yang saya sayang. Hehehe. It's so true lol~ Bila saya sayang kawan2 saya, means saya memang sayang betul2 k :)

Especially to those people that means a lot to me. You guys are double triple infinity saya sayang kamu. Hihihi. Kepada owg2 yang pergi LA tu, jangan lupa ambil gambar banyak2 tau! Takde souvenir takpe, tapi yang penting gambar! Tau3! Tapi sebenarnya saya teringin souvenir juga. Haha :P Take care there! May Allah bless.

flying-note: I am happy for them.. <3

Back to Muadzam..

2010-09-19T02:51:00.010+08:00

Hola! Right now, not feeling so well. Flu.. its just getting worse day by day, since last week. Haish~ My Abah and adik, Aqilah.. dah berjangkit dengan saya pula. Sorry Abah and Qila! Huhu. Saya pembawa virus tersebut di rumah. Adeyh2.

Takpe la.. beberapa hari lagi sihat la ni. *mungkin la* Kekeke ;) Tadi, bertolak dari Hentian Putra ke Muadzam jam 4 ptg by bus. Abah hantar pergi HP. Maka, faham2 jela bila Abah hantar macam mana gayanya. Macam naik flight~ Hehe. Best2!

Dlm 15 min je dah sampai HP dari Cheras. Tiba di Muadzam, dalam jam 8.40 malam. Sampai2, lapar~ Huhu. Nak pergi pasar.. macam dah takde apa2 yg best dah. Sebab lewat sangat perginya. Hee. So, pergilah ke 7Eleven and beli apa2 yang patut.

Tadi balik, bawa sampai 3 beg!! Kenapakah sampai begitu? Sebab.. 1 beg baju, 1 beg buku and yang tak boleh blah.. 1 beg khas utk kuih raya. Haha! Mama dah penat2 sediakan utk di bawa balik ke Muadzam kan, takkan tak bawa sekali kot. Kui3 ;)

Tapi kan.. actually, aku bukan la jenis yang makan kuih2 and biskut2 ni. Maka, boleh kata kuih2 tu memang khas utk kengkawan aku makan la. Hee~ Untuk kuih SEMPERIT, memang dah disediakan khas untuk birthday boy 26hb September. Haha.

Jap ea paksu! Esok2 qis yang comeyl ni pergi hantar kuih tu ke Harmoni k. Wink2 ;) And Balqis Athirah ni pun dah sediakan duit raya utk kengkawan rapat. Wahaha :D Duit raya yg macam manakah bentuknya? Tunggu & lihat.. Lalala~

Sampai Muadzam, kepala bertambah serabut dengan flu + headache + assignment + midterm + program etc. Huhu. Takpe la, kita tengok je la apa akan jadi nanti. No matter what happens tomorrow, let's wish for the best things. May Allah bless :)

flying-note: live simply.. expect little, give much <3

Just the way you are by Bruno Mars

2010-09-15T02:38:00.003+08:00

Oh her eyes, her eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shining

Her hair, her hair

Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know

When I compliment her

She won't believe me

And it's so, it's so

Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay

I say..

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile

The whole world stops and stares for a while

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails

I could kiss them all day if she'd let me

Her laugh, her laugh

She hates but I think it's so sexy

She's so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know

I'd never ask you to change

If perfect is what you're searching for

Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking

If you look okay

You know I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile

The whole world stops and stares for a while

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

The way you are

Girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile

The whole world stops and stares for a while

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

flying-note: I fall in love with this song. Hee~

These little moments.. heart

2010-09-14T16:16:00.008+08:00

flying-note: family isn't about whose blood you have. It's about who you care about :)

The end is the beginning~

2010-09-13T16:55:00.005+08:00

flying-note: when the world says give up, HOPE whispers.. try it one more time :)

Airmata Rasulullah SAW

2010-09-13T11:34:00.000+08:00

Tiba-tiba dari luar pintu terdengar seorang yang berseru mengucapkan salam. 'Bolehkah saya masuk?' tanyanya. Tapi Fatimah tidak mengizinkannya masuk, 'Maafkanlah, ayahku sedang demam', kata Fatimah yang membalikkan badan dan menutup pintu.

Kemudian dia kembali menemani ayahnya yang ternyata sudah membuka mata dan bertanya pada Fatimah, 'Siapakah itu wahai anakku?' Tutur Fatimah lembut, 'Tak tahulah ayahku, orang sepertinya baru sekali ini aku melihatnya.' Lalu, Rasulullah menatap puterinya itu dengan pandangan yang menggetarkan.

Seolah-olah bahagian demi bahagian wajah anaknya itu hendak dikenang. 'Ketahuilah, dialah yang menghapuskan kenikmatan sementara, dialah yang memisahkan pertemuan di dunia. Dialah malaikatul maut,' kata Rasulullah, Fatimah pun menahan tangisnya.

Malaikat maut datang menghampiri, tapi Rasulullah menanyakan kenapa Jibril tidak ikut sama menyertainya. Kemudian dipanggillah Jibril yang sebelumnya sudah bersiap di atas langit dunia menyambut roh kekasih Allah dan penghulu dunia ini.

'Jibril, jelaskan apa hakku nanti di hadapan Allah?', tanya Rasululllah dengan suara yang amat lemah. 'Pintu-pintu langit telah terbuka, para malaikat telah menanti rohmu. 'Semua syurga terbuka lebar menanti kedatanganmu,' kata Jibril.

Tapi itu ternyata tidak membuatkan Rasulullah lega, matanya penuh kecemasan. 'Engkau tidak senang mendengar khabar ini?', tanya Jibril lagi. 'Khabarkan kepadaku bagaimana nasib umatku kelak?'

'Jangan khuatir, wahai Rasulullah, aku pernah mendengar Allah berfirman kepadaku: 'Kuharamkan syurga bagi siapa saja, kecuali umat Muhammad telah berada di dalamnya,' kata Jibril. Detik-detik semakin dekat, saatnya Izrail melakukan tugas. Perlahan roh Rasulullah ditarik.

Nampak seluruh tubuh Rasulullah bersimbah peluh, urat-urat lehernya menegang. 'Jibril, betapa sakit sakaratul maut ini.' Perlahan Rasulullah mengaduh. Fatimah terpejam, Ali yang disampingnya menunduk semakin dalam dan Jibril memalingkan muka.

'Jijikkah kau melihatku, hingga kau palingkan wajahmu Jibril?' Tanya Rasulullah pada Malaikat pengantar wahyu itu. 'Siapakah yang sanggup, melihat kekasih Allah diragut ajal,' kata Jibril. Sebentar kemudian terdengar Rasulullah mengaduh, kerana sakit yang tidak tertahankan lagi.

'Ya Allah, dahsyat nian maut ini, timpakan saja semua seksa maut ini kepadaku, jangan pada umatku.' Badan Rasulullah mulai dingin, kaki dan dadanya sudah tidak bergerak lagi. Bibirnya bergetar seakan hendak membisikkan sesuatu.

Ali segera mendekatkan telinganya. 'Uushiikum bis shalati, wa maa malakat aimanuku' - 'peliharalah solat dan peliharalah orang-orang lemah di antaramu.'

Diluar pintu tangisan mulai terdengar bersahutan, sahabat saling berpelukan. Fatimah menutupkan tangan di wajahnya, dan Ali kembali mendekatkan telinganya ke bibir Rasulullah yang mulai kebiruan.

'Ummatii, ummatii, ummatiii?' - 'Umatku, umatku, umatku' Dan, berakhirlah hidup manusia mulia yang memberi sinaran itu. Kini, mampukah kita mencintai sepertinya? Allahumma sholli 'ala Muhammad wa baarik wa salim 'alaihi.

flying-note: betapa cintanya Rasulullah kepada kita..

I'm not good at pretending.. :)

2010-09-12T16:46:00.013+08:00

Last night, before going to bed.. there's something on my mind. And the 'something' that I was thinking over and over again.. I just don't like it!! Yay! Why this thing happened to me all of a sudden.

And because of this 'something', I'm starting to miss.. my sayang, ms. keroro and my beloved yobo yang poyo, jaja~ Sob2 :'( Eyt, ms. keroro, do you remember we had a conversation before our holiday?? The things that we discussed about, I agree with you 84%.. Hehe.

But I dislike the word 'hypocrite' la sayang, I prefer 'pretending' lol. Ngee ;) *wink* She said to me that I'm good at hiding my feelings and pretending that I'm okay. But I think actually 'not so' lol. Hee~

She repeated what the personality quiz said about me. And I already know about it for a long time ago la~ Hehe. I'm usually pretty straight-forward person, but when it comes to this kind of matter..

Sorry, but it has to be confidential lol~ Kakaka :D and ms. keroro is a lucky person because she knows me better than others. That's why I ♥ you so much la sayang. Kekeke :P Ms. keroro, you know what?? The thing that I'm afraid it going to happen, it is already happened.

Haha! I wish that thing not gonna happen and I want to go back to the time 'M'.. everything is normal.. Haa? Haha! Adeyh2. Just pray for me that the thing won't last long. Ameen~ May Allah bless.

flying-note: Sayang and Yobo, Dear windu sama kalian lol~ *wink*

1st Raya & Siblings Day Out heart

2010-09-10T18:05:00.013+08:00

Jjang2! 1st of all, I would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf Zahir Batin to all viewers La Petite Gamine. Kalau korang nak tahu la kan.. actually, aku buat blog ni pada asalnya untuk diri aku and kengkawan lama yang nak tahu update diri aku yang tak seberapa ni.

Tapi tak sangka la ada juga yang visit serta layan blog yang mengarut ni and kadang-kala memberi comment/kritikan yang membina. Amat2 hargai. Thanks a bunch guys! Hee ;) Wink2.

Ehm, dalam minggu raya ni.. aku takde rajin update blog. Tmbh2 lagi memandangkan my beloved lappy dah dihantar ke ICU HP. Kakaka :D Makanya.. guna PC rumah jela jawabnya. A day before Raya, aku and adik aku pergi jalan2. Siblings Day Out. Nak tahu ceritanya? visit

http://aqish23.blogspot.com/2010/09/baby-day-out-versi-kami.html

And our 1st raya, apa yang kitaorang 1 family buat.. here it goes

http://aqish23.blogspot.com/2010/09/raye-raye.html

Itu link ke blog adik aku.. and mcm biasa bila raya KL, malam raya aku and adik2.. kitaorang pergi karaoke and tonton movie at Jaya Jusco Cheras Selatan. Nak tengok movie Piranha, tapi takde rezeki.

Aie ajak aku pergi The Mines tengok movie Piranha, tapi aku agak ketidakmahuan & kemalasan di situ. Huhu. Aku malas nak drive jauh2. Walaupun just 15 min macam tu je. Hehe. Maka layan movie Cats and Dogs: The Revenge of Kitty Galore di JJ.

Cerita ni sesuai la untuk tontonan keluarga. Agak kesengalan, tiong2 sana sini.. tapi memang kelakar. Haha! Esok insyaAllah pergi raya rumah jiran tetangga lepas Zohor and petang pergi cinema. *again* Kekeke :P Kali ni teman Mama and Aqilah pula.

Tadi turn aku and adik2 aku yang ala2 jiwa remaja ni hang-out... Lalala~ Kak Ngah, Aie (Abg Yang) and Abg Chik. Yela~ masa ni je ada nak lepak sama2. Isnin nnt insyaAllah aku pergi hantar Kak Ngah ke KL Sentral (Balqis Noor Afifah ni saja je tiba2 ngada2 nak aku hantar dia.. aku tahu la dia nak bermanja dgn aku buat kali terakhir before balik Matrix, tapi tak nak cakap. Haha! Kan3 Kak Ngah??) Kui3 ^^

Dia start kelas hari Selasa. Study elok2 ya Cik Adik :) I'll try my best too :) InsyaAllah. Nnt sama2 kita study oversea ya. Hehe. Ameen~ And untuk gaya pemanduan kau tu kan Kak Ngah, I know you can be better and it takes time lol :) Keep practice and tolong jangan memandu gaya Kak Yong. Haha! Bahaya~ LOL :D

Hopefully next cuti cepat sikit datang. Kita pergi jalan lebih jauh. Tapi kau bawa la kereta, ok?? Kak Yong dah malas mandu2 ni. Hehe. Tak pun masuk Uni nnt if ada rezeki dapat Swift pula kan, kita tukar kereta. Kakaka :P Yang adik kena beralah dengan yang sulung.

Ahaks! Dah, nak layan benda lain pula. Bye korang! Take care and jangan makan banyak sangat.. nak makan tu pun biar berpada-pada sikit. Jangan tamak k. Hehe. May Allah bless~

flying-note: is something going wrong with my backbone?? *worried*

Take Care of My Girlfriend (Say No) by BEAST

2010-09-10T10:47:00.000+08:00

Today my friend asked me if he could date you

Since I had broken up with you, he said he'd cherish you in my place

THAT THAT THAT THAT THAT'S OKAY

GET GET GET GET AWAY

It's okay, it's not like we have anything to do

with each other anymore

Stop saying sorry, my heart doesn't hurt

Please be a good boyfriend to her in place of me

I can't get myself to say that I still can't sleep at night because of her

With a forced smile I encouraged him and sent him away OH GIRL

Oh can't you see? I'm still lovin' you

My heart still can't seem to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!

Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!

She can't drink a lot and she doesn't like smoke

She hates being alone so always be with her

Always celebrate her birthday and anniversaries

I don't know why I'm telling him this

I know I'm going to turn around and regret this but I still acted cool

I know I'm going to be upset behind my friend's back and

beg him not to

Oh can't you see? I'm still lovin' you

My heart still can't seem to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!

Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!

(Say) no no no (Say) you can't

(Say) you will wait for me

(Say) no no no (Say) you can't

(Say) you will wait for me

I can't get myself to say that I still can't sleep at night because of her

With a forced smile I encouraged him and sent him away OH GIRL

Oh can't you see? I'm still lovin' you

My heart still can't seem to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!

Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!

flying-note: I am happy for them. May Allah bless :)

I got a feeling.. T_T

2010-09-07T23:01:00.007+08:00

flying-note: I feel like I want to cry.. and I don't know why..

Thx a lot uncle Pacific Radio ;)

2010-09-06T23:39:00.012+08:00

Lewat malam semalam, tolong Cik Balqis Aqilah buka hamper and masukkan isi hamper tu dalam bakul/bekas. Feeling so excited.. walaupun dah pernah dapat banyak hamper, di mana yang Abah bawa balik from office.. kengkawan Abah bagi sempena Hari Raya.. tapi ni yang paling best. Ngehehe.

Kerana, sesungguhnya.. banyak giler coklat dalam hamper ni. Seriously!! 95% daripada isi hamper ni coklat. Wahaha :D Tinggi hamper ni, dekat nak sampai neck aku der~ So kecik kot saya ni.. Haha! Dah la coklat yang ada tu semuanya brand fav. Balqis Athirah.

Ferrero, Cadbury, Vochelle etc.. Coklat Almond, Dark Chocolate and jenis yang biasa2 pun ada. Mama tanya tadi pada Abah, "kawan mana yang bagi? banyaknya isi.." & then my Abah jawab, "agaknya hari tu sebab Abah bagi tahu abah ada 9 org anak, tu yang dia bagi hamper besar macam tu.." Aku pun mcm.. Haa? Haha! Adeyh2.

And then my Abah tambah, "esok Abah bawa balik lagi satu hamper dari office." Hehe. Sebenarnya, aku dah tak kisah dah about hamper2 ni. Businessman, biasa la tu main kirim2 hadiah, kad and so on.. Aku cuma excited bila kengkawan Abah aku ada yang bagi mercun. Ahaks! Saya tahu mercun tak dibenarkan, tapi saya tetap suka main mercun and bunga api :P

Lalala~ Apa2 pun, back to the topic. Thx a lot uncle Pacific Radio :) My family amat2 hargai hamper & kad raya yang diberikan. Thank you for being so nice & sweet uncle! I love you so much la. Hee~

flying-note: entah bila agaknya makanan kat rumah ni nak habis. Haha :D

Panda Therapy

2010-09-06T01:00:00.001+08:00

I got an email and I would like to share it with you guys. Some of the captions are great~ have fun and enjoy!

Mom, can you come and get me down now?

I'm not coming out. You'll have to come and get me.

Kung Fu Panda.. bring it on!

On the count of three.. lift!

Does this log make my butt look fat?

Bet you can't see me..

Oops! Slight miscalculation.

You go. I'll just stay here and rest my head a little bit.

It wasn't me! I didn't steal the bamboo shoot!

It was just sitting here, I swear it!

I'll give you 2 second to get off me or I'm calling Mom.

Paparazzi! Could we have a little privacy please?

Dear Martha Stewart~

I have this brown stain on my nice, white, fluffy butt..

Shhh! I'm reviewing..

I cannot believe that I'm stuck in this tree again.

What is the matter with me?

I'm sure there's a way out somewhere.

I saw an ant go this way yesterday.

Forgive me Father, for I have sinned..

Panda meditation!

Absolutely nothing accomplished.

The perfect day for a panda..

Don't you feel better already.. :)

flying-note: so cute lol panda ni.. nak bela panda boleh? Haha :D

I need a girl/boy by Taeyang/IU

2010-09-05T21:26:00.008+08:00

I'm tired of being alone, I'm sick of being single

I think need me a boy, I need a boy like..

Not one that speaks without thinking or a little child

But one that will embrace me

Not a boy that plays around when he's bored

But one that will only love me

Even if he stays still and girls hand him their phone

The kind of boy that will proudly take out and show my picture

*Chorus

Boy.. I need a boy

Good no matter what he does and a good body, too

Boy.. I need a boy, Baby I need you

Boy you need me, too

A kind of boy that looks better in a v-neck than in a regular shirt

A boy that will make kimchi fried rice because I enjoy eating it

A boy who can be cute at times even though he's old

I like that kind of boy (know what I mean)

A boy that acts manly, but knows how to be delicate

Even if he acts cool in front of others but when we're alone

Hmm, y'all know what I'm talking about

*Chorus

Appearance are not an issue but a smart boy who knows style

Even though our hobbies are different our tastes are the same

A boy that I can relate well

While we're watching movie or listening to music

(Yes!) I love boys, boys I do adore

In front of people, he has principles as he plays

In front of me, he’s like "A'ing, I don't know"

The voice that wakes me up in the morning (morning kiss)

I wanna start the day (I want it all)

I wanna lean on your knee every night

As I listen to your lullaby, I wanna dream of you

Make my heart race again

Make me able to create sweet songs again

You know, it's not about money or anything

You're the person I want to give my heart to

Boy I like you, gotta make you mine

Im gonna treat you right, baby

*Chorus

flying-note: I love boys~ boys I do adore :)

040910 Home Sweet Home~

2010-09-04T17:55:00.008+08:00

Alhamdulillah, syukur ke hadrat Illahi.. akhirnya jam 4 ptg pd 040910 sampai di rumah terchenta. Kekeke. Home sweet home~ Huhu. Bertolak dari Muadzam jam 10.30 pg tadi by bus. Tiba di Hentian Putra ambil taxi pula.

Cuti 2 weeks, tapi.. banyak kerja la! Sob2 T_T' Bkn cuti yg senang-lenang. Nak buat macam mana kan, as a student.. have to face it anyway. Assignment Microeconomics, Psychology and Consumer Behavior perlu di settlekan secepat mungkin. InsyaAllah.

Semalam call Mama tapi Aqilah yang angkat. Dia kata, "kak yong, jangan lupa bawa balik game Zombie tu. Qila nak main." Haha! My adeq~ semua 2 x 5 je. Terlebih sempoi and kadang2 terlebih sengal. Suka main game and syok sendiri. Tapi kak yong takde game tu la Qila, awak tunggu kak ngah balik ya. Main game lain dulu k. Hehe.

Tapi dalam diam, kalau korang nak tahu.. kitaorang adik-beradik ni semua pemalu and segan orangnya tau. Percayalah~ Hahaha :D Tapi ada benda tak best la, rumah ni masih tak cukup kuota sehinggalah next week. Kurang lagi seorang. Huhu.

Adeq lagi seorang yang kat Matrix Gopeng tu balik 080910. Kesian kak ngah, cuti singkat. Hehe. Takpe ya, kita enjoy puas2 ya cuti raya ni :) Jangan lupa Ice-blended Orea yang awak nak belanja saya tu. Make it double k! Hehehe.

Minah ni, sesuka hati dia syok2 bagi amaran & pesan awal2 pada kakaknya yang comeyl ini di Facebook.. "woyy makcik!! anda d jatuhkan hukuman "jd drebar bwk p jenjln spnjg raye" kerana mencil0k gambar saye. tiade rayuan. muktamad!! haha." Itu poyo2 je bg amaran sbb aku ambil gambar dia jadikan pic profile at Facebook.

Padahal kalau dia tak bagi tahu mcm tu pun, nak tak nak kena jadi drebar adeq2 gak. Mereka amat bertuah sbb mempunyai kakak yang baik seperti saya. Kakaka. ;) *wink2* Bila saya balik semua berebut nak ajak saya pergi jalan2. Adeyh2~ Tahu jalan je diorang ni.

Lagi tak boleh blah abg yang and abg chik, baru je sampai rumah td.. tak sempat lagi letak beg.. depan Mama and Qila abg yang berkata, "kak yong, jom pergi JJ. Tadi ko cakap nak pergi JJ kan?" sambil bercakap tu diorang mengenyitkan mata. Sengal~ Bila masa lak aku cakap nak pergi JJ. Haha!

Baru je balik hari ni, dah kena pergi berbuka tempat orang. My beloved Mama kata, "hari ni Mama takde masak. Kita buka di luar. Ustaz Helmi jemput." Adeyh.. dah lama aku tidak ketemu ustaz-ustazah & mereka yang seangkatan dengannya.

Lagi Mama kata, "Mama gerak jam 6 ptg pergi sana. Kak yong and adeq2 dtg jam 7 ptg ya." Dan saya dengan rela hatinya mengangguk dan berkata, "kak yong segan la.. Hmm, lama dah tak jumpa ustaz-ustazah. Huhu. K la, kak yong pergi nanti." sambil tu ligat memikirkan baju kurung apa je yang tinggal di rumah. Yalah, sebab banyak dah bawa ke Muadzam. Hik3.

Buka puasa di sana sebab ada majlis penyampaian siji AJK untuk program 'yang tidak ku ketahui namanya' di KAFA As-Syakirin. Sekolah agama aku and adeq2 aku dari dulu sampai sekarang. Mama aku one of the AJKs program 'yang tidak ku ketahui namanya' tu.

Hee~ Mama2.. semenjak duduk dengan jiran2 Melayu ni makin banyak aktiviti. Hehe. Bukan apa.. dalam 6 or 7 tahun yang lalu, kitaorang ni ibarat duduk di kawasan perumahan Cina. Tepi depan belakang rumah orang Cina.

Tapi apabila berpindah ke Lake Valley ni 2 or 3 tahun yang lalu, (sorry la ya, aku tak ingat bab2 tahun ni) hampir seluruh kawasan perumahan ni orang Melayu. Jenis baik2 pula tu. Alhamdulillah~ maka adalah ibarat persatuan Ibu2 secara tak langsung. Hohoho.

Rajin buat Hi-tea and ceramah agama, event tupperware, kelas mengaji Quran etc.. I'm very happy for my mother. At least my Mama tak rasa boring duduk rumah seorang2. Housewife kan.. Anak 5 orang je pula tu. The 1st & 2nd sambung study, 3rd & 4th masih belajar di SMK berdekatan rumah.

Tapi diorang ni ibarat macam tak duduk rumah pun ada sebab jenis yang aktif. Lelaki, biasa la tu. Pergi join program or keluar main bola sepak, futsal, ping pong, kelas gitar etc. Tmbh2 lagi sejak yang 3rd tu dah dapat lesen motor. Wahaha. Sakan~ Maka, tinggal Aqilah jela yang menemani Mama ku setiap masa.

Yang Qila ni, entah bila nak habis belajar piano. Kak yong tak sabar nak awak mainkan lagu fav. kak yong la Qila. Ngee~ Itu jela kot cerita untuk hari ni. Mentang2 cuti, kemungkinan Balqis Athirah rajin sikit update blog. Mungkin la~ tak janji. Hee. Take care. Daa~

flying-note: starting to miss caramel Bazar Muadzam. Huhu.

Neck Exercise!

2010-09-04T07:30:00.002+08:00

flying-note: balik KL nnt nak joging. yeah! semangat~

Chaplin's 3 heart touching statements~

2010-09-04T07:04:00.009+08:00

Jjang2! Good morning to all viewers! :) Let's start our lovely day with Chaplin's three heart touching statements. Kekeke :P

Nothing is permanent in this world, not even our problems..!

The most wasted day in life, the day in which.. we have not laughed.

I like walking in the rain, because nobody can see my tears.

So cheer!! :) Have a HAPPY day! May Allah bless. Ameen ;)

flying-note: enjoy life how it is and as it comes~

I wish... to all Unitenians! :)

2010-09-04T02:26:00.005+08:00

flying-note: enjoy the holidays to the fullest guys! :)

L'amour est un cycle~

2010-08-29T01:29:00.018+08:00

Copied from ms. lustr0us, translated it from English to French and then pasted into my blog. Nice words and I like it :) Thx a lot dear!

L'amour est un cycle. Quand vous aimez, vous vous blessez et la haine. lorsque vous hais, vous essayez d'oublier. lorsque vous essayez d'oublier, vous commencerez manquantes. Et quand vous commencez manquants, vous finirez par tomber de nouveau amoureux.. *credit to ms. lustr0us*

내 마음의 바닥에서:

난 당신과 사랑에 빠진 난 아직도 널 사랑해. 그것을 볼 수 있지? 내 심장은 아직도 널 보내지 수 없습니다. 내가 돌아다 보니, 나는 그것을 후회하지만, 전 괜찮아요. 당신은 내게 의미하는 것이 없다. 내가 당신에게 행복을 기원합니다.

모든 여자가 한 남자가 그녀가 실제로 사랑 수 없습니다. 하지만 매번 그녀가 그를보고, 그녀의 심장 박동. 그리고 그가 유일하게 그녀의 마음이 항상 켜져하지만 그녀는 기회가 없다는 걸. 그녀는 살기를 계속하고 숨깁니다 그녀에게 감정을 미소, 그래서 그는 모릅니다.

flying-note: misz balqis makin suka mengarut sekarang. Haha :D

Husnuzhon, and The Way Will be Shown

2010-08-28T06:19:00.001+08:00

I want to share a story about one of my friend, she's been practicing Law of Attraction for almost two month before this scenario took place. Recently, she had to fly to oversea for a few days for some reason. Her flight will be departure most probably at 8.00 pm and she have to be there at least one hour before departure.

She have already make a preparation a day before, packing up everything, and on that day, her relative sent her to airport in the afternoon. I received her call when she was on her way to the airport.

My friend: Everything turn upside down! Why this thing happen? Even i have focus and give commitment to make everything smooth! What's wrong with my focus? Did i make something wrong?

Me: Why? What happen, be cool..

My friend: Firstly, only after we past the toll, i realize that i am wearing my old garbage shoes! I have bought a new shoes for this event, but i forgot that I have left it home! I got into the car without changing my shoes!

Me: What? Hahaha..

My friend: Secondly, its my bag! I can't pull the zip! I got a lot of stuff to bring! and I don't wanna leave any single of it.. I think now its more than my weight excess limit.. May be I have to pay extra for the excess..

Me: (speechless).. Control your emotion..

My friend: And for my bonus, why must this thing came to me at this moment? It's not the time yet, it should be another week! Do you understand what i mean?

Me: No.. I don't..

My friend: I mean menstrual period lol!.. It's not the time yet!..

Me: Owh, sorry. Ok, ok.. Can you please calm down? And take a deep breath? And pray to Allah.

My friend: I'm trying, but I'm really frust.. Anyway thanks for your advice. The phone line is not so good, your voice is breaking up..

And the line cut.. And what I can do is to pray for her, may Allah ease her on every situation. And that night, just a few minute before her flight departure, I got a text message from her..

Hi there, everything is just fine..

About my shoes, my dad just bought for me an expensive branded shoes at the airport and Its one of my dream shoes.
He also bought me a bigger baggage, only after that we realize that my small bag is only for 3kg. So, after changing the baggage, all my stuff is still below the excess limit.
Because of the menstrual period, I don't have to worried about my solat, either to jama' or qasar, God ease me and helped me a lot! Syukur Alhamdulillah. Ok. See you then, and thanks.

In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful.

65:2 With that is admonished he who believes in Allah and the Latter Day. And whoever keeps his duty to Allah, He ordains a way out for him,

65:3 And gives him sustenance from whence he imagines not. And whoever trusts in Allah, He is sufficient for him. Surely Allah attains His purpose. Allah indeed has appointed a measure for everything.

(At-Talaq : 2,3)

Source: http://www.iluvislam.com/v1/readarticle.php?article_id=2890

flying-note: There is always a good reason and explanation beyond everything that we assume as a bad luck. Be positive, Husnuzhon, and we will be shown..

Personality Test at Facebook :)

2010-08-27T13:57:00.008+08:00

The compilation of various personality tests that I've taken at Facebook. Let's take a look.. whether it's accurate or not~ Hehe.

1. Psychology Personality test result:

Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you. A'ah. Aku pun rasa aku ni agak misteri. Kekeke. Yup2. Yang rapat je boleh kenal siapa diri saya. The real me~ Hee.

You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel. Hmm.. it depends :)

You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.” I've never enter any relationship yet. Maka~ tidak. Hehe.

You appreciate simple things in life... You hate complicating things that’s why you’re typically up-front in any aspect. Yeah! saya mmg tak suka benda yang complicated. Sob2.

You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble. Hee~ maybe.

You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not companions. Ouh? yeke.. tidak ku tahu. Kui3 ;)

You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you. Haha! actually aku ni pun takde la kuat mana :P

2. Personality Tests result:

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth
People like you because you are so straightforward. Ada juga yang dislike la. Haha! :)
You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:

You like serious. Serius? Ala2 poyo mungkin. Kui3 :P
Smart. Determined people
You don't judge a book by its cover
So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. Haha! yup2! saya kurang minat ;)
This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. Yela~ takkan dgn owg yang tak berapa kenal kot. Haha! Adeyh2.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life
You want to study hard. Plus study smart :)
Learn as much as you can

The right job for you:

You're a practical person
Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Knowing what you like to do is important
Find a regular job doing just that
You'll be set for life. InsyaAllah~

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career. May Allah bless~ Ameen :)
Nothing will stop you from trying

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image, the way others see you. Ehm.. a little bit maybe?
This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. Huhu. Mungkin~
It's time for you to believe in who you are not what you wear. TQ for remind me about that inche quiz :)

flying-note: apa pendapat anda yang mengenali saya? Hehe.

Heart of Gratitude

2010-08-25T15:09:00.006+08:00

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: "I am blind, please help." There were only a few coins in the hat.

A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words.

Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were.

The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, "Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?"

The man said, "I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way."

I wrote: "Today is a beautiful day but I cannot see it."

Both signs told people that the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people that they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective?

Moral of the story: Be thankful for what you have.. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively.

When life gives you 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear.

flying-note: The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling.. And even more beautiful is, knowing that you are the reason behind it! :)

Changes in life :)

2010-08-23T11:59:00.013+08:00

Last week aku baru khatam novel Versus written by Hlovate. OK la gak. Tapi aku lebih suka karya dia yang aA + bB and 5 tahun 5 bulan. Apa2 pun, mesej dan pengajaran yang Hlovate nak sampaikan menerusi Versus tu aku dapat la gak ambil. Ngee :)

Bukan senang kan nak berubah jadi baik? It takes time. Dan maksud baik tu juga subjektif. Baik yang memang terbaik (ayat apa neyh? Haha) ialah amar makruf nahi mungkar. Secara jujurnya, saya mengaku di sini saya pun masih tidak cukup baik lagi. Huhu.

Kalau nak berubah from what we were, it'll be hell to pay as a manner of speaking. Seriously, payah der~ untuk mengubah hakikat tu bukan mudah. Teringat zaman aku sekolah dulu, di cop budak baik. *balqis poyo* Haha! Depan orang memang la aku baik. Takkan nak buat jahat depan orang kot. Hee~

Orang je tak tahu aku ni pun 2x5 je dgn budak2 nakal sekolah. Balqis Athirah kawan semua orang. Tak kira anda jahat ke baik. As long as you guys won't hurt me, it's my pleasure to be friend with semua orang kat dunia ni. Hehe.

Kadang2 aku terfikir & imbas kembali, if aku ambil tawaran masuk SAM10 tu dulu, adakah confirm aku akan jadi baik dan bertauliah? Belum tentu~ :) Everything happens for a reason kan. Kenapa or mengapa jalan ni yang aku pilih or terpilih/terpaksa :)

You'll never reach perfection because there's

always room for improvement.

Yet all the way to perfection you'll

learn to get better.

Ayat yang di atas ni, ayat favourite aku daripada novel Versus. Sejak bila aku jadi pengulas novel ni? Entah~ Haha. Lagi yang aku belajar daripada novel ni, it's dangerous to stereotype and rule no. 1 in behavioral science in never assume.

Everybody passes numerous paths along the road of life. There's always dilemma when it comes to choosing. Tanpa sedar, changes in life.. turning point.. kita semua akan hadapi. Sedar tak sedar, mungkin sekarang aku pun sedang hadapinya juga.

Tapi nak tak nak, terpulang pada kita sama ada kita sanggup ke tak berubah untuk menjadi lebih baik. Easier said than done isn't it? But then, never say die before try :) kerana 1% berubah pun still call as perubahan. Let's wish for the best~ changes that need to be a better person. May Allah bless.

flying-note: baru lepas habis muhasabah diri. finally~ I'm OK :)

I need strength~

2010-08-23T09:00:00.006+08:00

Mood: just fine. OK~

Status: I'm single! Haha.

Jjang2! Thx a lot to Leen Hazels kerana menemani saya semalam. I love you lalink! ;) kpd Leen Hazels, anda tak perlu nak rasa serba-salah ya. It's not your fault anyway. Chill~ *balqis cool* Kekeke :P Last night, something bad happened and that thing ruined my good mood.

I'm not a type of person that good in hiding my feelings, emotions or whatsoever yang seumpama dengannya. Dah jadi cliche ayat tu dengan aku yang so sweet ni. Ngee.

Setiap benda di dunia ni tiada yang kebetulan, semuanya atas takdir Allah. Cuma bergantung kepada kita untuk berusaha mengubahnya atau tidak. Kan3~ Dear Allah, please give me strength. Sometimes, aku lebih suka keadaan aku yang takda perasaan; heartless.. daripada jadi emotional macam ni. *sigh*

Kepada sesiapa yang terasa aku ni dingin semalam, mungkin la 70% true. Haha. Sorry~ Bukan sengaja, just nak elakkan daripada terlepas perasaan yang tak menentu ni. Hee. Nanti terlepas kat orang lain, lagi parah la pula aku rasa. Haha.

Hopefully this thing will end ASAP. Ameen. Sekian, all the best kepada semua yang ada kuiz hari ni (termasuk saya juga!). Same goes to calon-calon MPP. Kepada student UNITEN KSHAS, jangan lupa mengundi on 25th August ni! Support no. 4 & no. 8 ya! Ngehehe. Have a nice day~ May Allah bless us.

flying-note: If only she knew that I love her~ thx for everything sis :)

Eleven Hints for Life

2010-08-17T06:13:00.000+08:00

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.
A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.
Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.
A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

flying-note: finally.. I've got the answer what to do next :)

I Want to Cry by Brave Brothers feat. Jay Park

2010-08-16T07:35:00.005+08:00

Please don't cry
I want you baby

*Chorus
I want to cry right now
I want to cry because of you
I want to cry because it's so hard
I want to smile like old times
I'm crying again
I'm crying right now
My tired love, your rough expectations
I'm so afraid, I'm so afraid
Time without you

Even though you made me cry, I gave you my all
I don't have a heart in my chest, nothing but a gaping hole
The night path is so dark, I'm afraid, I'm afraid
I can't see the future without you, I'm scared, I'm scared

I got you, baby girl
I love you, you're the one
I got you, baby girl
I don't need anything else
Please don't leave me

*Chorus

From the moment you left me, I no longer exist
My heart hurts so bad
Now that I'm alone, I wipe my tears with bare hands
You're where I'm supposed to be, I can never go anywhere else
Please stay by my side
Without you, I can't be brave

I got you, baby girl
I love you, you're the one
I got you, baby girl
I don't need anything else
Stay by my side

*Chorus

I can't even tell you I love you, my throat chokes up
I just want you to come back, my girl
My heart is ripping apart
I only know just you
Can't you come back?
Can't you come back?
Don't you see me waiting for you right here?

I want to cry right now
I want to cry because of you
I want to cry because it's so hard
I want to smile like old times
I'm crying again
I'm crying right now
My tired love, your rough expectations
I'm so afraid, I'm so afraid
Time without you

flying-note: latest fav. song~ so nice :)

Intelligent Students - School Fun!

2010-08-15T05:46:00.006+08:00

flying-note: Haha! hentaman yang agak logik kot~ Kekeke :P

Goodbye My Love by 8Eight

2010-08-11T21:32:00.008+08:00

Hello, have you been okay?

Is your face cute like before?

A bit of my late regards and our late parting

I put into writing

Won't you ask me why I send you a letter?

A message from someone's homepage is more common

Holding my pen, maybe I won't be able to express my feelings right

I feel like I can't do this in another way

It was very hard when I loved you

Nothing could ever be like I wished

I promised myself that I wouldn't bother you again

Even if I wait until I die, you won't come

*Chorus

Goodbye my love, I'll send you off now

The memories and remembrances, I'll forget them all

I'll erase and erase and remove any mark of love

From my heart

They say if bodies separate, hearts separate too

That's pointless to me, it's all lies

As time goes by, everyday I get more tired

Everyday I asked myself if we can't go back

I could squeeze out my longing heart and

Scream out but you won't listen

At the end of our memories, after I got conscious of our break up

I send you off of my heart, goodbye

*Chorus

If time kept passing

I thought I would forget you

Again and again

You keep getting into my heart

No, my love, I can't send you off

You, you, I should forget you

Even if I erase and erase, I think you're the only one for me

I'm sorry

flying-note: should i send him off? T_T'

Falling in love..

2010-08-11T08:29:00.003+08:00

The feeling of falling in love is of the most exciting, thrilling and life changing events. Falling in love can change our entire outlook on life. Falling in love can occupy our mind and seem to take away all of life's problems. However, falling in love can bring about a serious problem of endless heartaches if a person falls in love too fast.

Frankly speaking, I'm afraid of falling in love & I don't know why I got a feeling like that. Haha. I don't even have my own first love yet. I hope the first man that I seriously falling in love would be the first & the last in my life. InsyaAllah.

Somehow, right now.. I'm a little bit worried of myself. I'm afraid that the feeling is coming soon.. or should I say, it is just around a corner? The more two persons get to know each other, the more comfortable they get the less sharp, bright and exciting the feeling gets & it does happen to me now.

I wish that I could reverse time back to the past and so that this thing would not happen to me right now. I'm always telling myself that this is not a right time for me to fall in love. I wish this love is ended before it's begun. May Allah bless.

flying-note: sometimes love means letting go when you want to hold on tighter..

작은 어린 아이

Change is NOT death, FEAR of change is death

Hargai... apple? Kekeke :D

The Girl Who Can’t Break Up, The Guy Who Can’t Leave by LeeSsang (feat. Jung-In)

Berpada-padalah... & all the best HR-ians! NGEE

Preventing General Low Back Pain

Luhur Maal Hijrah at UNITEN KSHAS

2PM Hands Up Asia Tour in Malaysia 2011

A Letter to Myself...

The Big Bad Wolf Book Fair Sales

Suddenly, unexpected thing happen..

Let's change our habits.. :)

28/10 Birthday Wishlist~

Yunalis~ HAHA :D

Wow!! 3rd year, 2nd semester..

Seperti SyurgaMu by Pop Shuvit (feat. Man Bai)

Jangan Menyerah by D'masiv

Beautiful Recitation.. (must see)

Tagged by Balqis Aerolla

Reddish Twin 12" Plush.. NGEE~

No one will ever know..

1 settled, 3 more to go..! :D

The Top 10 Stressful Jobs

Senarai Universiti Terbaik di Malaysia (2011)

Teguran Itu Penting Dalam Kehidupan..

Traumatized.. (>.<)' HAHA

RAWR~!! & ... Sorry (^^)v

It Ends Tonight by The All-American Rejects

(Pockie Ninja) Chapter II: Revenge of Aizen

Segenggam Tabah by In-team

Muhasabah Cinta by edCoustic

Hypothesis: Crush to Like..?

Which one are you? :)

Ununderstandable Girls :) *cute*

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star (^^)v

Slot Lestary TV3 - Drama Asmara 2 (OST)

Slot Lestary TV3 - Drama Asmara 2

Anda matang bila..

The Lazy Song by Bruno Mars

Prettiest Friend by Jason Mraz

Full of surprises~ Hoho :D

Ouh no, only 3 weeks left..?!

それは私の悪い.. -.-

Finally.. It's ENDED~

1, 2, 3, 4 by Plain White T's

QEA Personality Test :)

Why Naps Make You Smarter

Time and Me

Paris. Paris. Oh Paris~

Sunshine by Kan Mi Youn feat. Junsu 2PM

2901-0602 Best Holiday Ever! :)

I'm easily broken; fragile.

The little things about me~ (^^)v

Goodbye 2010. Welcome 2011 :)

Grenade by Bruno Mars

Happy Birthday to Bijan! :)

Hang out at ECM, Kuantan.

From Korea; Postcards *heart*

Sejarah Puasa Asyura

I've had enough, so please..

Apa hebatnya solat di awal waktu?

Oh blog.. I'm home!! Wee~

Follow Your Soul by 2PM

Broke Up Today by Younha

171110 Hari Raya Qurban..

A missed call means..??

During exam weeks..

281010 Special Post *heart*

I'll Be Back by 2PM

One Better Day by MBLAQ

Finally~ its over! Thanks everyone~

RE: Special post for Fauziah :)

All the best to all Unitenians!

Saya suka mereka :)

Back to Muadzam..

Just the way you are by Bruno Mars

These little moments.. *heart*

The end is the beginning~

Airmata Rasulullah SAW

I'm not good at pretending.. :)

Ununderstandable Girls :) cute

From Korea; Postcards heart

281010 Special Post heart

These little moments.. heart

1st Raya & Siblings Day Out heart